The Event

" Are you excited.." hazz asked me.. I looking at side by window.. we are right now on the way to go to hotel.

I loot at her. And smile...

" Yes . But also little bit nervous.. " I said to her.. 

" Don't be.. you will be do well. And I know you will. " She said to me. And I Just nodded. Didn't said anything to her..

I hope so hazz I hope so.. telling myself that I will be do well. And all this evening going to be good.

Me and Grayson are meeting like 2 and half months.. well he's very bussy man. So he never got time for me. Yeah we talk on call or messages sometimes.. like hows all study going.. or anything I want. And all simple conversation..

I mean he's protective over me. But all is beacuse for him I always his princess.. we had arranged marriage.. my father and her father both are bestest friends. So they already think about this that they will be married there children when right time's come.. and it is come..  it to early..

I just turned 18 and complete my school. And my father had heart attack. Don't know how it happened. But than after that he's last wish is that see me to married with he's best friends son.. so he never west time and married with Grayson..

When my marriage night. I meet him. I was shy and don't know how to deal this stuff. But Grayson deal this very smartly.. he said we can can take all things slow.. and I agree on that..

After over 6months we both are like best friends.. and it's to nice to know him. He is nice man.. and I really happy that I have him. He's 5years older than me.. but I don't care about it.. after year our married.. my dad passed away.. so Grayson take over my dad's company.. and I never question for it.. beacuse I know he will handle it very well. And he is handling it..

Things going well.. then he asked me if I want to complete my study and I just to happy that I never think that he ever agree on this.. but he did. So I am happy for that.. first I said him to no because I don't want him to stay alone.. so I just disgree. But something happened.. and than our whole life change.. but I never angry with him. Because my dad trust him. And I trust him. And I love him so much. But I never thought he will did something like this.. but than I accept it for he's happiness..

Thinking about this.. I forget that we reached already over destination.. and driver is open the door. And waiting for me to get out the car.. I little bit embarrassed but than . I quickly get out the car.. my cheeks are flash in all red. I try to hide it.. and after that hazz also get out from the car..  we both are stood there. And looking at each other. She know that I am nervous.. she just give me smile and give me straight that will be okay all of this..

We both are nodded our head. Looking at each other.. we both enter for hotel.. papperize already are there.. when they see us.. they started to click over photos.. and I just scared looking at them.

Hazz hold me tightly.. and we walk fast.. and I am happy that she know how to handle the situation.. and that's I love more about her.. they all are yelled of us.. but we ignore them. An I know we I stood there for 5sec they surly asked what I just wanted to ignore to answer that..

" You oky Bell ." Just we enter there.. hazz asked.. I nodded.. and we both are enter the hall.. it's too big.. and the decorated to beautifully..

" Damn.. it's beautiful.." we both said in same time. And than we both look at each other.. and laugh..

" We don't have to start here.. so it's better that stop talking and start walking.. " hazz said. And we both are laughing again.. nodded.. well we both have a bad habits to say the word to same time again and again..

People confused.. that what's going on with us . But we just are in over our thought.. and it's really doesn't matter to us.. we just love each other's company..

When we our own way.. we see waiters come to ur side.. and we didn't thinking and grabbed the drink for us.. well I know I am too goody shoes. But not that too goody.. I do drink.. and go to party's.. and enjoy myself.. i am not boring typ or nerd or goody two shoes type of girl.. I enjoy myself.. I like to do dirty thing's.. it's fun..

" Thank God . I am Thursty.." I said and drink wine like water.. and take the empty girl again he's plate.. I drink like it's nothing.. and the waiter looking at me little shocked. I just rolled my eyes.. and look at hazz. And she also did same thing .

" And now the party is begin" She said.. and I agree with her .

" We started to search everyone.. so after that we can start over party.. " she said. And she's right . We just have to show up to family that we all are here. And than we can start our small party.. me hazz and over drinks.. 

We always do this . When whenever Grayson said there is even and all.. so it's not new for us to do things..

" They are there.." this time not hazz.. but Mr Donal come to us with cheering voice.. we both smile at him.. and same walk forward to him.. after that I see that all are family's are here.. so we don't have to find them more..

" Bell my darling you looking breathtaking.." he said hugging me.. I hug him back.. I feel like I hug my father.. I miss my daddy.. so much..

Don't be Cry.. don't be broke down front of them. And I control my tears and broke the hug.

" Thanks Dad.." i said to him.. after my dad gone.. mr Donal said to  called him dad. When he heard that.. he smiled and give me kiss my forehead.. I just blush..

" How are you doing my child.." he asked me. Me and Dad never like to much in toch.. I am seeing him after 5 or 6 months.. we all are bussy in over own business.. we just got time when event happen like this.. so no heart feeling..

" I am doing well.. how's you.. and did you get you medicine on time.." i asked him.. 

" Of course if I don't that Cassy will complain you.. and I don't want that.." he said and I just laugh him.. and than all are people come.. my mom come to me. And hug me..

" My,my darling.. I missed you so much.. look at you.. you are growing up.." she said. And hug me tight.. me and Mom are in touch.. but like not everyday.. it's just one on a week. We come to FaceTime and talk.. sometimes I got bussy sometimes she got.. so yeah..

" Thanks maa and I missed you to maa " I said. When we both broke the hug. I see tears in her eyes. And I just don't want to broke down. I handle myself.. and wipe her tears

" Don't cry.. your Make up will be ruined.." I try to joke.. and she luagh .

Mr and Mrs Johnson also join us.. hug me. And asked me how I am doing.. they are hazz parents.. and like this we all are meet and laughing and talk about our like.. what's going all and all that ..

" So where is my stupid cousin.." hazz said to everyone.. and all are look at each other and than me.. and I just give them nervous smile.. and try to not show them any emotions..

" Oohh there he is ." Haz's dad said.. and we all are look at himm..

He's so handsome.. and looking to gourguse I just can look away from him..  he see us. And walk toward us.. smiling at us.. but than he stop. And trun around something. Him.. and than he stop there for 15 or 30sec and than that parson who called him.. he suddantly join him. And like this.. my heart broke.. and I don't want to see this. I don't want to break down.. control my all tears. And I turn around..

Keep telling myself.. don't look at them. Don't look at them. Don't turn around.. I will be do fine.. it's just for flow hours.. after that it will be all over.. I trying to convince to myself..

I see some waiter are pass from my side.. I grab he's arm and stop him.. he first jump on the floor but thank God he didn't crush any glass.. i grab one drink for me.. and drink it again same way I drink before.. and clam down myself..

It's going to be alright.. you can do this.. boosting to myself.. again smile.. and turn around and look at them. They almost reached out said.. I smile at them..

Hazz come to my side. And ask to my ear that I am oky or not. I just nodded.. all are our family are looking at them. And I see my mom cry little bit.. I hug her. And told her not to.. and I am fine with that..

" Princess.." i heard that he called me in hucky voice.. and here.. I totally frozz in my side . And my heart beat beating faster.. like they are running in marathon.. damn him.. why I love him so much.. I will die someday like this .

" Princess.." he come to me an said again.. I turned around and look at him.. and my all sadness all feelings are gone.. I just looking at him.. admairing him. He smiled at me.. and I just lost in him. Damn.. this is man.. I am so lucky that he's in my life.. and I Never ever think that to lose him. My man..

" Hii.." I don't know but suddantly I fine my voice. Thank God. Or I will embarrassed again..

He come to me and hug me.. I hug him back.. tightly.. damn.. he's to taller than him. And he's chest is hard. He really did work out hard. And he's muscle.. not stop that.. I stop myself to talking about him all.. I mean he's my.. so why I have to act like some teenage girl..

" Good to see you after long time.." he said. And broke the hug.. I am sad when he pull away.. it feel like the sparks is gone..  he kiss my forehead.. and I closed my eyes and feel it.. it's all my. He's mine.. keep saying myself to this .

" How's you ." He said me . Given me smile.. checking me out .

" I am good. And don't do that.." I said and laughed at him.. he also joining me when I said..

" Wh-hat" he asked.. like he didn't know what he doing.. I Just rolled my eyes..

" Now I can't checking out my wife.." he said to me flirtyly.. and than I blush when he said me to wife.. I got it.. I am he's.. and he's mind . Right..

" Fine.. " I said him and do same this like he did to me .

" Don't copy my style.." he said to me  with smrike..

" I will what I have i want to.. now stop moving.. let me fix your tie.. you really didn't know how to tie this huh.. " I said to him. And come closer to him. And adjust his tie.. he just smile at me. And looking at me childish behavior.. well what can I said. Whenever he's with me.. I suddantly behave like little girl. He also act like Daddy.. and I am don't mind at that.. actually I don't mind at anything in that..

For me he's my perfect husband...