Untouched Beauty

" So what we are going to do first.. any idea.." hazz said..

" We both know well what we do . When we both reach our destination hazz. " I told her rolling my eyes .

" Don't kill the mood.. I am not in mood to do this.. " she said to me..

" I hope you loyal with me with your words." I told her. And she very well know why I am saying to her..

" My sweet Bella.. I will try to not to ruined there day and also our party.. after the girls give there 100% to make us look hot and sexy. " She said to me.

" Yeahh very good. And yeah we start with strong.. " i told her..

" There is any chance to spent time with the Staves brothers.. " she said to me..

" I don't think so.. you see shawn already ignoring me.. he only talk with me when it's about work. Otherwise he just act like I didn't even here.. I am invisible to him.. " i told her..

" I agree.. but you know this time he can't ignore you.. and look away from you.. my strong guts feelings telling me this. " she said to me..

" Let's see.. what happened.. there is also Media involved so I nervous about this more thinking all this.. " I told her..

" Chill out babes I know we both are doing well.. and about them. They are not allowed to join private party.. they just standing in doorway.. and see who come to this party . " She explain me.. I just nodded to her. Didn't say anything..

" I just can't wait to see Alex reaction when he see me.. what will he do.. " she said to me thinking about him..

" Like i told you.. he kill every guy.. who's eye's lead on you . "  I told her again..

" If it is.. than I can't want to see some hot fight.. my dream fight.. " she said and I give her weird look.  What just tha meaning..

" It's mean that I always thought that I want that man who's kick somebody's ass for me.. it's look to hot and sexy.. " she said..

" Hazz.. " i called her to her name. And she look me with bright smile.

" When Grayson told me that you are stupid girl With weird wishes. I thought he just jealous of you.. but now I think that he's right.. " i told her. And laugh when her mouth wild open..

" You both are just no fun.. " she finally said rolling her eyes..

" Ohh yes.. we are.. and you know this.." i told her..

" Whatever..." She said..

" I am kidding you didn't get this seriously right.." I told her..

" Of course not Bella.. it's just.. just.. just forget about it.." she said to me..

" No told me I want to know.." I said to her.. what she want to said .

" No Bella . It's just stupid.. leave it.." she said to me..

" Hazz are you telling me or just stop told the driver to make u-turn and hand back to home.. " I worn her..

" Fine.. I am telling you.. it's just that.. you both are same and perfect for each other.. you both are also married god damn it.. but still why he just didn't choose you and chosing her.. " she said irritatingly.. when I hear it.. I just got silent.. I also don't have answer.. why we both are didn't love each.. we are married like 4 year.. 4 god damn year's.. I feel it but why didn't he. He didn't feel chemistry between us..

" See I told you.. I will spoiled your mood.., " she said to me.. and we both get silent bussy in our own thoughts..

" Hazz.. " i told her breaking the silent..

" Hmmm " she hmm me..

" I don't know. But I don't get jealous of them looking at them.. I accept them.. you should do this same . " I told her..

" I am trying bell.. but still hurt looking at you like this.. in my point of you.. even our family.. they all know that you are the best for him.. not her.. why is that he didn't know this.. " she said to me..

" Maybe God made different partners for us.. who knows.. " i told her..

" I don't know.. I don't know what Bobby Do. When he officially our family member.," She said to me..

" I don't know but I hope that she change her attitude.  Her childish behavior.. and act like women.. not for us . Or everyone but for Grayson.. I saw Grayson how he keep working hard for her.. to not to get her mad. Or hurt her.. " i told her..

" Let's see.., " she said. And car pull us in parking look and we both are look at each other.. smile. Driver come to us open the door for us.. first hazz get out form the car. And than after that I follow her.. I see when we both are stood in our foot.. Media already looking at us.. and clicking pictures of us.. me and hazz didn't west any more second and we both handed  to the club..

Media trying to talk with us.. most of the time me.. they call my name yelled my name.. and talking about my and Grayson relationship. And compliment that how beautiful I am looking.. hazz hold me tightly so I didn't get lost.. when guards see this. They immediately opne the door for us.. and then we enter there. And he close the door behind us.. we both are get deep breath when we reach safely in there.. we stood there.. didn't even see there what's going on there..

I just heard that music is so loud.. I look at to hazz and she did same. We both are smile to each other.. and adjust to ourselves.. and than nodded to each other. And look at the club..

And you don't believe it.. it's to different that we use to go to and join.. there is most off VIP people.. who are standing and drinking.. some are dancing with strip girl's.. Grayson really planned this.. strip girl's.. i mean really.. the bar is to full with people.. they are standing seating there and drinking chatting with each other..

But one think Happened.. when there eye's lead on us.. they all are looking at us to up to down.. and I really go uncoisiouse.. I hold hazz hand tightly..

" It's oky Bell.. we did this lots of time..," she said and clam myself down..

" I known that.. but it's Grayson's party.. I have all right to be feel like this.. " i told her. I know I am acting like baby.. but it's true..

" Ohh come one.. now who's here little pussy.." she said to me give me as smrike.. I really want to give her answer but I just rolled my eyes and ignore it..

" There is my favorite girls.." and like this.. Grayson some with Bobby. And some of he's friends.. god know who's they..

" Guy's meet.. she's my princess.. and she's my annoying cousin and her best friend hazz.. " Grayson said to them..

" Sometimes I think that why we are even related.." hazz snapp him angrily..well you don't have to irritate beautiful girl when she's already nervous and want to be relax. And you just insulting her and give them more reason to get angry..

" So you mean we also call her princess.. sounds cool for me.. " Bobby laugh when on of boy said to gray.. and I just look at my heels..

" Sorry to your break heart Noah.. but you can call her in her name is annebelle.. but you can call her Bella.. " Grayson said to him..

" girls this is my school firends.. it's Noah.. Cassie... Jordan.. and Matthew.. " gray introduce to them to us.. and we just nodded..

" Well Grayson.. thanks for this.. but no thanks.. now will you guy's excuse us so we can enjoy our Party.. " she said to them. And without there answer we already walk away to them.

" Damn your cousin is badass.." one of he's firend said that last thing I hear to them. And we are just our of there view..

" He really like to getting my nerve.." she said..

" It's oky just ignore him.. " i told her.. and we reach the bar.. and search empty seat's so we can seat there and do one thing that we always do... And finally we get it.. so we happy for that.. and seat there happily..

The bartender approach us.. he asked us what will like us for drinks.. I told him make two storng drink for us.. and he nodded. And did what he order to him..

" He really get strip girl's for them.. what about us.." she said looking at dance floor the joke of boys dancing with strip girl's..

" I don't know maybe alcohol.." i joke..

" We will enjoy more than them.." she said looking at them. Annoyingly..

" We will first just do what we always do to calm ourselves down.. " i told her and she nodded with me.. we both are Waited.. and than our drinks come. We thank him and told him to make two more. And he nodded. And we drink it..

" Now this is it.. what I want.." she said to me..

" I think I need one more.. to get comfortable more.. " i told her..

" Same darling.. one drink it's not enough.. " she said..

" By the way.. where is our favorite boy's.." she said looking at everywhere.. I just rolled my eyes and didn't even bother to look for them.

" Dont know and plus who cares.." I told her..

" You do care.. I know that.. so don't act like you don't.." hazz said. And we drink our another drink and stood up.. and walk away.. looking for places that we can enjoy or just go to the dance..

" What they are playing there.." she said looking at the people who are sitting around in circles..

" Ohh my god never have I ever.." she said. Wow just wow.. now we are going to play the game..

" Guys we also like to join you.." hazz said flirtyly to them. And they all sanp that there games and look at us up to down.. some of girls are looking at us with disgustingly. And some of are really smile at us..

" Of course come on .." one of guy said. They all are mede some space for us.. and we all are site there an join them..

" The rules you guys know.. never have I ever.. if you did this thing.. you have to drink it otherwise you have to stay like this . " One of some boy explain us..

" What are you guys playing at.. " and like this Grayson and he's firends also join us.. and I see that the Staves brothers also come when they saw here.. and join us..

" Let's start than.. never have I ever kiss to the anyone.." all are drink this short.. even hazz to.. all are looking at me with suprise that i didn't kiss to anyone.. even Shawn and Grayson both are looking at me with amusingly..

" Oh my good.. it's mean you never did that.. " one of girl said  about sex. I just didn't look at them..

" Guys now we know that we have friend who's still untouched.. we have to play fair.. so she can also enjoy it.. " one of girl said. And appreciate that. 

" I can't believe you never kiss to anyone.. you are wearing you wedding ring.. are you married right.. " some of girl said.. and this gone little bit not like I see that gone like this.. everyone's eyes on me..

" Guys that's none of your fucking business.. play the game or we just got up and leave.. " hazz snapped at them. Holding my hand..

" She's right.. leave her alone.." Alex said dangoursely.

" Oky so next question one it's on me.. don't get it wrong.. never ever I attracted to my boss.. " I don't know who girls say things.. bit most of 5 or 6 people drink it.. even hazz to.. and she looking at me to drink it . I see that Shawn looking at me that am I attracted to him or not.. I don't know what's gone to me.. I drunk it the short..

" Omg.. you really attracted to your boss.. who's he. Thanks God I did something good thing.. " the girl said and smile.. Shawn also smile when I drink it.. Grayson steering at me why I don't know.. but I ignore him..

" Oky next.. never ever i cheat my person to with another.. " all are drink it.. even Bobby and Grayson.. hazz me Shawn we didn't drink it.. is he really never cheat with anyone.. that surprising..

" Oky it's my turn.." hazz said. And she smrike at me . Now I really want to know what she's going to say..

"Never have I ever seduce the person toward me.." she said to me with smrike.. and wink at me.. i blush. And drikn the short.. and look at shwan.. who's smrike at me. And I rolled my eyes at him.. he just what I am said.. laugh.. stupid boy.. than my eyes landed to Grayson.. who's surprise than I drink the short.. I just wink at him.. he just look away to me. Whats happening to the boys.. they are to confuse and also make people confused also.

" Next never have ever I prank on with principal.." and yeahh thats my trunt to drink it .. I drink it happily.. after that I got bor.. they just talking about sex and All this.. so I just got up. And leave them..

I reach bar. And told him to make something special for me.. and he nodded and did what I said.. I sitting there lonely.. hazz come to me and told me to that they all off them going to the dance.. we have to also join them. And all .. so I nodded with her. I told her wait 5 more minutes than we will join them to dancefloor.. and she nodded..

When my drink come.. and I drink it.. and I like it.. but not like that like Maya made for me.. when I done with my drink.. I told her hazz let's go for dance.. and like this we both join that group whom we are playing with that stupid game..

Now everyone know about this that I never kiss and didn't do anything to anyone.. even Shawn also know this.. I don't know what he's thinking about it.. what's going on he's mind..

And why he just smile when I drink that drink when it's about attracted to our boss.. well I am attracted to him.. but still I can't help it.. I just can do anything for this..  I am married woman.. I know I don't have any relationship with my husband.. but still for like mom said in morning.. I don't have to hie with to anyone.. show them that I am still married. Ignore all thinking about who people said..

I know for her marriage is the big think.. for me .. same.. but what can I do take seriously doing my job. I mean when my partner not want me be with me.. than I am keep trying.. and try to hold this relationship.

I think I have to divorce him.. so I can free myself.. and than I will think about it  for myself.. and not to hold back.. and feel guilty that whatever do is wrong. And not to hurt other people who really want to be with me.. and I also want them to be with me..

I mean I also want that person who loves me.. take care of me.. stand by me always.. whom I share my all emotions.. all my feelings.. and spend my all life with him..

After Bobby and Grayson marriage there is not any my role to stay with him.. there is nothing for me. I have to talk to him. And tell him that we have to divorce.. so I can get out from this.. and do something for myself.

Live my own life.. and enjoy myself. And not want to hide things for to everyone.. not knowing that person whom I want them to be with me.. stay with me.

I will told to him..