My First Kiss

" I am nervous..." I told them.. we all are in walking to the stairs to go downstairs. And enjoy the ball.. I see that in this law time how they will did that fast decorations.. I just can believe this I am in our house..

" It's oky.. come on we will do fine.." hazz told me.. ruby and Sasha both leave us.. now it's me and hazz. We both are walking slowly step by step.. I just don't know I can't walk.. I feel like I will going to fall down..

We both are half of the stairs and we there is dim music are playing in background.. and lots off noices.. people already are in here..

" I forgot to told you that Grayson invited some of reporters..." Hazz told me. And that make me more difficult to stay strong..

" Why the hell he do that.. " i told her in low voice.. we both are whispering to each other..

" I don't know.. he said it's Bobby demands. She want to be with Grayson in front page.. " she said to me..

" Of course it's Bobby.. I am not surprised.. " I murmur in my breath.. I don't know but I am now started to dislike this girl.. why I am acting like this.. I am not like this before..

" It's oky.. don't worry.. it's just there movement.. let her live.." hazz said.. and now how the hell she talk like me.. why the hell we both are acting like this.. than suddantly silence appear there.. and I just hearing the music.. what happened..

I look at the all people.. they all are steering at us.. and they all are mouth hang open.. there steirs make me more weak.. I just stop there.. so did hazz. She look at me confused look. She look at my hand whom holding her hand.. an it's shaking.. she give me nervous smile..

Dad come to me.. clear he's thought and forward he's hand to me.. and he help me to come downstairs.. I hesitately take it.. and walk downstairs. Slowly..

" It's oky my child I got you.." he whisper to me.. and I smile at him.. and nodded..

" All are eyes on you.. you don't to different and it's not that you look bad.. it's that it's more than good. I don't have words to say.. but I just want to blessed you that you will get every happiness whom you deserve it... " He whisper to me. And kiss my cheek. I blush.. people are looking at us.. I mean me and dad. How he said to my ear that they all are curious that what old man say to me.. I ignore all the glare look at dad and I give him smile..

" I love you Dad.. " i whisper him back. He give me Bright smile..

" I love you more.." he said.. and like this we both are holding hand and he show me directions.. I search hazz if she oky.. than I see she's with Alex I am smile looking at them. Than I look away.. thank God Alex save my back to give her company.

" I forget to told you that you looking handsome.." I told him..

" Ohh don't lie you know I don't like lier's.." he said and laugh..

" I am not.. you don't have idea how many lady's are jealous of me that I am walking with you.. " I told him and making him blush..

" Well I don't know it's true or not.. but  you success to making me blush.. " he said to me. And I laugh..

We both are reach where our family are.. my mom are looking at me and smile but I see her eyes.. anytime she see me she always will be going to cry.. why she always crying..

" Because now she know that she give a birth amazing woman like you.. and she proud that you growing up beautiful with brains.. you dont feel this now.. but one day you will when you in her place.. " dad whisper me.. I don't know how he know that what I am thinking.. but I am nodded. And smile. Than I am understand he's very word. I don't know why.. but I also thing that.. I will maybe one day..

We both walk to her.. she look at me.. and wipe her tears. And hug me tightly..

" Everyday.. everyday when I see you.. I amazed that how lucky I am to give you birth and have daughter like you.. I wish. I wish you dad also here and see this.. what I am seeing this.. my little baby.. " she said to me.. and broking the hug..

" Maa.. he's always with us.. not in person but as soul.. I know he will be happy seeing like us.. " i told her..

" She's right.. Mary.. " dad said to him..

" Hyy Tobias you look quite handsome today.. " my mom said to him. And dad blush..

" Really.. I thought Bella just pulling my leg." He said to her.. they both are looking at each other.. and smile..

" You thik my girl ever do that like this.. " she tease him.. and like this they both talking and I also join them. And laughing.. after that uncle and aunty also join us.. I still Link my hand with Dad. And we both stay like this whole time.. and we really are enjoying our time.. they all talking about there old times. And they telling there high school story's.. and I hearing at all and laugh..

Well are forget to tell you that they all are high school friend's.. and like this Tobias and my dad both are Best friend's.. they told me there story's.. how they bad boys in there high School.. and how they got there girls.. I mean my mom and Gray's mom.. and about Aunty Lucy he and uncle jhon they both are in arrange married.. and than they ended up together.. sometimes I thought I will be ended up like them.. but it's never happened.. but still I am happy that I meet Shawn..

Talking about Shawn where is he.. my eyes are looking at everywhere looking for that blue attractive eyes.. whom give me shiver in my whole body.. whom I addicted to them.. and than finally I catch him..

I see that he's already looking at me.. I blush when I see that.. but he's not alone standing he is with with Grayson.. seens when they both are friend's now.. I see Grayson and he's also looking at my direction.. they both are looking at me.. and than they both are walk to my direction..

My hear beat fast when I see that they are coming here. I look away to them. And again listing what aunt Lucy saying... But still my mind is not there.. i just thinking about that they are coming over..

" Hyy guy's.. enjoying your time.." Grayson are clear his thought and said.. all are looking at both of them.. even I also look at them.. I see that he's eyes still on me.. travel to looking at me up to down.. I don't know what's he's going on he's mind..

Maybe undressing me with he's eye's..

Fuck.. stop thinking rubbish he never thing like this. He also told me that he don't want to rush.. but I still want to know that what's going on in he's dangourse mind..

" well hellow boys.. we are enjoying our time.. what about you guys.." dad ask them..

" Nothing we are just come to say hyy to You.. " Gray said.. Shawn didn't say but he just nodded with gray..

" Well you greet us.. now you can go.. you know we kind of enjoying our time.. " dad said clear he's thought what and how to read them..

" dad. Are you joking right.." he said to dad... But dad didn't show him any single emotions. And I look him he just wink at me.. I just smile.. well someone is own my team.. after that incident..

" Yeahh right.. " gray said..

" I was thinking that.. seens princess are also here.. so we start our tradition and I thought I will get chance to first dance with princess.. " gray said hesitately.. when Shawn slap he's back.. and he yelled in pain..

" He's joking.. he's means that if I get chance to dance with my future queen" Shawn said.. and looking at us.. all are looking at him.. and rise there eyebrowses.. ohh so that's why they both are here.. and I look at dad. And we both now know that why they are here..

" Stave you still forget that he's my wife.." gray argue with him..

" I didn't forget that.. but you forget that now you have another whom you love.. and she will see you like this.. she don't like it.. Donal.. " Shawn said.. and they both are aruge.. me and Dad both are look at them. Control them to don't laugh at there childish behavior..

" Guy's.. stop.." I said to them. They both are stop and look at me with hope..

" Well it's my first dance like you said.. so give me chance my own to whom I will go dance with.. " i told them.. and they both are look at each other and than me.. they both are important to me.. but still I don't want to hurt them..

" And I decided.." i told them. And playing with them. They both are curious whom I will shoose..

" Than tell us already.." they both are said in frustratingly.. I laugh looking at them.. looking there's situation.

" Well sorry guy's.. but I already decided that I first go with Dad.. he's looking quite handsome today.. sorry guys.. " i tol them. And I ask Dad to.. and he laugh and nodded..

" You both are fools.. can't impressed the girl.. you have to get some lessons from me.. I get the lead.. " dad tease tham . And me and Dad both laugh.. and they both are look little embarrass by that.. and we ignore them. And go to the dance floor.

In there.. there are already people dancing with there partners.. one of hazz an Alex also there dancing.. they look at me and Dad.. and give us smile. And than me and Dad started to dance...

" Well that was fun..." Dad said to me.. and I agree with them.. this time I got lead. Shawn get nothing..

" You have to see them.. they still are arguing.." he said to me. And I look at them.. and I laugh looking at this.. than Bobby approach them.. and she ask but they didn't say anything to her.. typical them.. Shawn want to tease him but gray just leave them.. and Walk where me and Dad dancing..

" That's my son.. now it's my clue to go.. i think but thanks to choosing me to over them.." dad said and laugh..

" Don't say like this dad.. I always choose you family come first you know.. " i told him.. and he nodded.. Grayson come and interrupt us.. and than now it's me and gray both are dancing..

" Why your little boyfriend are jealous to me.. i mean I am still your husband right.. and I have right to dance with you first.. " gray said to me.. and I laugh at him..

" First he didn't my boyfriend.. he still didn't ask me.. and second he didn't like if someone other than him will come close to me.. he isn't like when other people touch me." I told him. And he nodded with he's head..

" Quit possessive over you.. he still giving me hard glare you know.. like he will kill me if I didn't let you go.. " he said. And I laugh.. we both are still dancing and talking..

" Chill he will never to this.. not you i guess.. we still are family you know.. but I just scared that what will Bobby do.. you just leave her and come to me.. she will be mad you know.. " I told him..

" Ooh fuck.. I forget about her.. she will kill me.. " he said..

" Told you.. before shawn do something. she will first.. " I more scared him.. and he is scared I can see that..

" Forget that.. it's worth it.. she also know that you are my first priority.. after that she is.." he said to me. And suprise that and smile..

" Well I am.. but you forget that old man today you hou just marry that girl. And you are forgetting her and dancing with your first wife. You know she will hurt.. " i told him..

" You are right.. I have to go before she get more.. and thanks to for the dance.. princess.. " he said to me and kiss my forehead.. and we both are part away.. when I going to go somewhere to be seat and drink something.. but someone stop me calling my name..

I turn and see it's Shawn.. he come toward me and close the distance..

" Now I can get chance to dance with my lady right.. or I want to still have to wait some more.. " he said I laugh how she act like jealous boyfriend..

" Yeahh you may Mr Staves.." i said to him.. an he doing me to the dance floor. And we both are come middle of there.. and we started to dance..

I look at he's eye's.. that eyes I am addicted. I just can tried of this eyes.. I just wish that we always like this.. the way we are now.. no more misunderstanding no more secret.. nothing.. just he and me..

" Ugh.. good song.. it's perfect song in perfect time for perfect lady.. " he said to me.. and I hear the song.. it's Ed Sheeran song perfect..

" Damn.. I love this song.." I told him.. and we both are like looking at each other smiling and hear the lyrics..

" I don't deserve it but you look perfect tonight.. " he said.. and than he come closer to me.. i hesitate. Suddantly i feel so hot.. our nose are touching.. I feel he's lips are inch away from me.. I look at he's lips.. he's pink lips .. whom I really want to test it. I want to see that how that feel when it's connected to my.. I bit my lips.. and look at him.. and I know he's also same thinking what I am thinking.. and it happened..

We didn't wait anymore.. and out lips meet.. and my whole body shiver. Goosebumps come.. in stomach I feel something.. like I never feel this.. he pull me even more close to me.. and he start to suck it.. and I don't know what to do.. but I also did same what he doing.. we both are kissing slowing eachother and it's to instead.. he give me desire and I want more.. he quit try to my entrance whom I give him. And he smile.. and that it kiss little bit rough..I literally moan.. we didn't see that we still are in public.. he hold my waise tightly.. my both arm are hug he's nack and than I started to play with he's hair.. he moan.. he's other hand are touching my hair.. playing with it.. he touch my cheek. Giving me more pressure.. I also ask him to he's entrence and he also give me.. and I also did what he do to me.. he suprise amused.. give me chance to show him. That what I will do it.. and he smile..

After that we both are pulled away.. because of our breath.. I still didn't open my eyes . Out both tample touch toeach other. And we both are stay there still like this.. and I smile.. the movment i share with him..

It's my first kiss. And he give me.. and I never will forget it.. he make me like this.. I want to kiss him again.. I want to feel he's lips on my.. I don't know but I want it again..

He kiss my forehead pull me closer ti me and hug me.. and I hug him back.. I hear he's heartbeat.. it's beating fast still...

" Damn baby.. what are doing to me.." he said. And I hear what he said. And smile.. and hug me tightly.. so dose he..

After that we pulled away.. and we both are look at each other.. and than I look at that we both are in dancefloor.. standing middle of the way.. i blush.. and nervous.. I look down.

He touch my chain look my face to him.. and I give me nervous smile.. and he smile at me.. and kiss my nose..

" You don't have to Everytime do this.. I am right here with standing front of you. You are mine.. I will kill each of them who dare to look at you.. " he said to me.. and I didn't say to  him I just looking at him. And blush.. when he again said that I am he's..

" You want to get out from here.. beacuse I am done with it.." he ask me.. and I nodded.. and he smile kiss my forehead and we both are left he help me to walk and left dancefloor..