Apology

All is going to be all well.. and i am happy for that.. Alex and hazz both are go for date.. she don't want to leave me but i just said to her to go and enjoy.. gray go for he's office.. he told us that he want to make some work to settled so he can come with us for Vegas.. and we dont mind in that..

Bobby and twins they stay with us.. and I am happy that the twins want to play with me.. Bobby hesitate for that but than she agree with it..

Me Aunt Lucy Bobby and kids we all are seating an living area.. talking about our life how's going all that..

" So Bella.. it's single.. or you are seeing someone.." Bobby ask me. And Aunt also interested to listen to this.

" Actually still single.. " i said to them and laugh..

" Bella.. sweetheart you have to also settle down.. " Aunt said. I want to said but she didn't give me chance..

" Let me hear out.. sweetheart.. in your life you are suffer so much.. but you are strongest one to face all of this.. and me and Mary we both are proud of you for that. " She said to me.. and Bobby listings too. What Aunt said..

" I know your married life don't go well in past.. it's oky.. but after that you didn't broke down.. see where you are.. well hazz took jhon's company.. but what you did.. you are just creat your own.. you are smarter and intelligent beautiful girl.. you have already all of this things you also get all this to easily but what you did.. you choose hard way.. start new.. like you dad did.. and we are proud of you Sweetheart.. " aunt said. And I smile at her. Knowing that how much her loves for me..

" But you know Mary still worry about you.. about your future.. she think that they are with you now.. so they will take care of you.. but after that what.. one day you have to settle down.. you don't think that you also have your own family.. " Aunt Lucy said.. and I laugh.. I always think that when I was with married with gray.. that i also want to Kidd's. And Lott's of things that i think that time. Now I don't want to be think about it.. I mean I am still not ready for that..

" You are right. You are right whatever you said it's all right.. but still Aunt Lucy.. I am not ready.. I mean I just started business.. there is lots of things that I still have to do.. and settle down mean it's big thing.. and for this I am still not ready.. I can't take care of myself.. how can I be take care of the whole house." I said to her.

" Well you are right.. you can't take care of yourself that's why you have need someone who can take care of you.. and Love's you.. it's not that you have to only do all things.. after marriage.. you and that someone both have equal right and equal things to do.. and you don't know how beautiful thing is that. When you and your partner do things together. Face problem together.. share things together.. I know you don't understand now.. but you will when you think about it.. and give the chance for it... " Aunt Lucy said to me.

" She is right Bella.. now you also have to settle down.. I mean look at you you are still looking that way you look always beautiful.. and now you have your won company.. who don't want to see future with you.. you are complete package.. " she said to me..

" Thank you guy's.. it's means a lot.. and I will think about it.. I mean not now.. but sure will think about it.. still now I have lots off things that I didn't do.. which I have to do that after that I will consider about it.. " i told them..

" You are so stubborn. Like your dad.." Aunt Lucy said. And I smile.. I always.. thinking about it.. I will go tomorrow and meet dad.. I am missed him so much..

" Aunt Lucy can you please just take care the twins.. I want to talk with Bella.. " Bobby said. And I rise my eyebrows.. giving her question look.. what she want to talk with me now..

" Yeahh sure.. " aunt Lucy said and than Bobby get up.. and also tell me to follow her..

We both are walk to the backyard.. the garden.. I miss this place.. when me gray and hazz All are little we 3 of us always play with her.. and mess this garden.. I smile at that memory.. damn.. lots of thing change..

" Missing all days.." Bobby said and interrupt my thoughts.. and smile and nodded..

" Yeahh.. so much.. now see we all Young.. times passed and that all fun and our enjoy it's all just memory.. " I told her. Made her smile too..

" Bella.." she said. And i look at her and smile..

" I am sorry.." she said to me I look her.. why she's apologize to me..

" What happened.." I told her..

" Just let me explain... " She said to me.. and I just nodded with my head.

" I don't mean to come and interfere your married.. when I fall for gray.. I didn't even know that he's married.. it's all new to me. And he's loving caring behavior looking all this.. I just attracted trowads him.. when he told me that he's married.. I broke down. But i just can leave without him.. I just can't.. I am bron in orphan.. I don't get that much love and care.. when I get from him.. I just don't want him to leave me.. but my luck.. he also has same feeling for me..  and he also told me that he will never let me go.. I am so happy to hearing that... " She said to me. I see she's going to cry.. i want to say that she don't give me time to say somthing..

" Let me just hear it out Bella.. I know you are moved on.. but still I want to apologise.. " she said to me. And I nodded..

" When he introduced me to you.. I got jealous that you are so beautiful, talented., Smart.. that why he didn't love you.. or fall for you.. after I know that you don't have problem with my and he's relationship.. I am so happy for that.. but still in one percent I just scared that you still he's wife.. he will just use me throw it away.. but he didn't.. I hear you and hazz conversation.. hazz to angry on you that just let go your love for Gray's happiness.. I am hurt. I feel so guilty.. I just want to runway.. but just can't.. I too love him so much.. I want to tell this gray about you.. but that I got scared that he will come back to you.. and my luck is that you just told him that you want to study.. and I am happy that I got more time to spend with him.. I started to hate you because you are still he's wife.. but I also feel disgusting that doing all this.. but I just can't stop myself doing all this thing.. " she said.. and she crying out loud .

" I saw that day.. when he proposed me that even.. i saw how your last hope is gone.. I saw you broke down.. that time I also see that for gray your are more important that me.. i call him all night.. all day.. but he don't want me to hear me.. and he's there for you.. but than you again just tell him that you don't want to be talk about this.. that day.. gray didn't know why you runway.. but he got so angry.. I want to tell him that your loves for him.. but my selfishness can't want to do that.. after that when you break the news about to the New York... I got happy.. I thought you will join he's office.. he told me about it.. and I am get little possessive that you will work with him.. he will distracted.. Because I saw you guys the way you both are acting husband wife.. I always got jealous.. and for gray.. I am he's always second option.. " she said to me..

" When he come of after drop you guys.. i saw he's face.. heatbroken.. I ask him multiple times what Happen.. why you behaving like this.. but that he tell me that how you angry with him..  he told me everything what you both talk.. I saw him cry that day.. I just can't look at this.. I got more angry with you.. and jealous of you.. but still I didn't tell him that why you did it.. but still didn't tell him that you loves him.. I don't know how you that strong to see your love to another woman.. I did mistake.. I change your number with my new number.. I see how he everyday text you.. call you.. I feel hurt.. but he didn't know this.. but somehow he know that that's wrong number.. he also ask me about it.. but I said i don't know anything about it.. than I see you both are started to talking.. whenever I come he cut the call... He get up earlier and talk with you.. texting you.. I know it's all about wedding but I still never like that. this jealousy mke me insecure and make me do bad things and act like bad bitch . " she said..

" That day.. bachelor party when I see how he got mad. I thought I will lost him.. he will break this wedding and go after you.. knowing your loves to him.. but because of Shawn he didn't come to you.. because of him you move on.. and I am happy for that.. because I don't want you to look hurt.. I know you all did thing to stay away for him.. and I am thankful that but still guilty that I am act toward like bitch.. even with hazz also.. but still you back off. And we both got married.. and than that ball.. I see he's take every chance to be with you.. for him.. you are the first girl.. that he want to be with.. I am always for him second option.. " she said to me..

" It's not like that.. now your he's first and last thing Bobby.. you are happy that you got your love.. I know that I had chance but I didn't do that time. And I lost it.. but you had.. and you didn't give up..  and try. and try harder. and now you both are together.. and happy.. " i told her..

" I know Bella.. but still.. I want to apologise for this.. that I did all this hide for him to all this.. when I know long time ago.. I also didn't act toward nice to you.. but I want to change all this thing.. I want to be Friends with you like you share bond with gray and hazz.. I also want that.. " she said to me.. I smile and l hug her tightly..

" Well than you have your chance.. but please don't break my trust.. i can't just you know.. " I told her..

" I will never.. I promise.." she said to me..

" Good.. now come on twins are looking for us.. and Aunt Lucy will be worry about us to.. " i told her and she smile nodded. And we both are join kids and aunt. And than we started to play with kids..

Like she said.. she really want to be nice with me.. and close this distance.. and she's trying to it.. looking her effort I thought why not.. well if she want my friendship.. my trust.. and she want to try.. so why not.. it's not big deal.. after that I don't have to feel uncomfortable towards them.. to her.. it's all in past. well I am move on. so why I should have to feel uncomfortable or still mad at her.

We spend the night with cooking and dancing with kids.. and I told Bobby to stay her for night.. and she agree. And we like that idea.. and I help her to sleep Kidd's. To reading books. And they both sleep. And than I went to my room and sleep.. not bad day at all...

Next morning.. I wake up with big smile.. and freshen up. And meet everyone.. I seat with Kidd's. And me and Bobby both are help kid's for eating breakfast.. hazz amused by it.. and she also give me question look. I told her I will explain her everything.. and she just smrike and told me like you better be.. which I Rolle my eyes to her child behaviour.

After breakfast.. Bobby and kids went to the Gray's house.. she said she will meet us tomorrow when we all are left for Vegas.. she want to pack things for kid's and also gray and herself.. I didn't said anything and nodded.

Alex has some work so he said he will meet us at dinner.. so yeah.. all are bussy in there work.. and I also went to my room.. and started calling to Maya and talking about work.. and also talk with mom.. and told her that what happened. And what's the plan.. I also told them come straight to the Vegas.. and they suprise to hear about Vegas.. but also excited about it..

Hazz come to my room.. I look at her. And she see that I talking with mom.. she also join me. we can't talk more.. and we said goodbye to each other. And than we cut the call..

" So baby.. tell me about what happened in this morning.. you and Bobb.. you both act like you are bestest friends.. explain young lady.. " she said to me..

" Well yesterday when you went date with Alex.. kid's don't want to go home. They want to be stay here. So I told Bobby to stay.. and than she did.. we all are talking and chatting.. than Bobby said she want to talk about me something private. So we both are go backyard for talk.. " i told her..

" First.. why did you go with her.. she's bitch.. she's bad news.. and second what she want to talk about it now she got what she want. now what she want from you.." she said to me..

" I will tell but let me hear me out without your disturbance." I told her.. she roll her eyes.. and nodded..

" She apologized for what she did to me in pass." I told her..

" Really.. why suddantly.. " she said me with suprise..

" Well I also suprise when she said.. but that she explain everything.. like everything.. why she act like this.. she know when my love for gray.. so she get jealous.. and she did think that I will get back gray and gray also come back to me and leave her.. insecurities" i told her..

" Well she is the one who come middle of between you two.. didn't she see what she did to you.. i see you how you cried every time. And hide everything like nothing happened.. " she said to me angrily.. well this topic it's to hard to talk..

" I know.. and now I moved on.. she told me that she's guilty every damn time. But for her Grayson is everything to her.. she Born without parents without love caring.. and when she got everything with Grayson.. she got selfish.. and that's why she act like this.. " i explain her.

" Well I understand.. ok it's not that I don't understand.. but still.. it's her problem.. can she see how she break you are gray relationship.. you both are married that time.. fucking hell.. and she still did with you.. " she said to me..

" I know... I agree.. but hazz. It's past.. and she accept her mistakes. And now she try to do All things oky.. so we also have to give her her chance.. " I said..

" I don't know about you but I am not doing this.. " she said to me.

" Hazz listen.. what she did it's all past.. now in present she make gray happy.. and and they have kids. And they have family.. and I moved on.. and I am happy for them.. you also do the same thing.. she's your cousins wife.. well everyone make mistakes so what.. in past like Alex and you both also did mistakes but you both move on.. you both still together right accepting each other.. so why can't we give her chance.. " i told her..

" Because Bella.. what happened with me and Alex.. it's in between us.. and she bring everyone in that.. mostly you.. and our family.. we have to face lots of things. And yeah we did mistake but it's just it's not that we did on perposly.. she did it.. when she know that true.. than why we have to give her chance.. " she said to me..

" You are right.. she did mistake.. but what after that hazz.. gray is still with her. And she also still with him.. it's not that she used gray or anything.. we have to see her Gray's happiness.. and now she want to chance. And be nice with us.. so we have to also be nice with her.. we are family.. now she's also family.. please hazz.. for me.. after that if she did something.. I will do whatever you said to me.. " I told her.

" Fine.. now just leave it.. i don't want to talk about her.. it's to much... " She said. And I smile . And hug her.. she hug me back..

Finally.. I thought she will never be understand. she's to hard to understand her all things..