BEGIN

I feel like dying

When my brother is sad

When my brother is sick

It hurts more than when I'm sick

It hurts more than when I'm sick

Brother let's cry, cry, cry and get it over with

I don't know much about sadness

But I'm gonna cry anyway

Because you make me begin,you made me again

BEGIN-jeon jungkook

Jungkook' s POV

Once again I woke up after that dream. I really didn't know about that thing, its more like a nightmare .I couldn't see other' s faces clearly, but I could see my face clearly.Every morning I woke up with that voice, "jungkook you know what you gonna do?but you know what the worse thing is?in my dreams I had black feathery wings which reached down till my knees and two fangs on the sides of my mouth

I had a knife in my hand ,and I was grabbing someone by her neck .yeah that person was a girl,even though I couldn't see her clearly you know that there is a huge difference between girls and boys and I wasn't an idiot either .and again I could hear something like"don't kill her".that was a headache and also a female voice said something like "stab me on my heart ,you will find peace ,don't regret ,the fate will make us meet again".I guess the owner of the voice was that girl I was holding ,she cried and aslo I cried with her.and again and again a male voice told"control your demon jungkook".I didn't know how to react.you may think of me as a blood thirsty demon but,No.my name was jeon jungkook and I was a cardiologist.

Time skip -at the hospital

My ward number was 3,and it was in the second floor,and there was that annoying room 301.unfortunaetly I had to pass that room to go to my working place,I mean my room ,it annoyed me because everytime I passed that room,I couldn't fight the sudden pain in my heart and the sudden guilt which used to rush through my veins,it was like thunder striking through my whole body.So I finally thought to ask from my senior about that patient in room no 301 because my senior,jinyoung ssi was that person's doctor.it was confusing, because it had been a year since I first came there and that patient was there from the very first day of mine.

Third person's POV

Jungkook went inside his senior's cabin.he was busy with some stuff and jungkook was nervous,because for some reasons his life was like a broken glass,he didn't have any purpose,he didn't like to speak with people,and if he wanted to speak with someone he spoke in a very formal way.maybe because of the hell like things he had to go through as a child.jungkook cleared his throat while approaching jinyoung.

"Are you busy hyung?"jungkook asked

"Nope,im not"jinyoung told flashing a toothy grin because he was genuinely happy that jungkook finally came out of his shell.

"Jinyoung ssi can you tell me about that patient in room no 301?"he asked.

"Why suddenly?"jinyoung asked

"Umm just curious"jungkook said hiding the whole reason behind his sudden approachment.

"I don t know her name,because she doesn't have one" jungkook was confused.yeah because every human being in this world has a name.

"Why? what?"he was stuck for a moment.

"She is in a coma,eversince her birth"

his eyes went wide, according to bio science which he learnt for ages it wasn't something possible."what? but how is that possible?"Jungkook asked.

"You haven't seen her right? she is growing, although she looks like a dead body she is really beautiful,I mean more than any other girl"he replied.

"Jinyoung ssi,I can't believe you, its not possible,does she have any family members?if so,why are they still keeping hopes?'' jungkook asked.

"her parents gave up on her.anyway first you must go and visit her, okay? you will like her"jinyoung told.

"But why?" Jungkook protested

"Because,she reminds me of you, jungkook you also live like a dead body" 'how can I visit her when my heart hurts whenever I pass her door?' jungkook thought.jinyoung looked at jungkook.

"Ah..and yes,everyday a boy visits her,it's confusing how her E.C.G changes so easily whenever he visits,ah..anyway I hope you got the answers"he told and jungkook gave him a smile and went back to his room.

'Wait isn't her birth already abnormal enough?so how does her heart beat change?just because of a person?isn't she already dead anyway'jungkook thought while clutching his lab coat.