My Feelings

Alex POV

Before I could get into the car, her mother walks towards me. She looks so much like Aaliyah. It's so hard to look away.

"Alex. So, since I know my baby girl, I know that you two like each other and that's fine. But if you ever choose to have sex with her, you better be safe." her mother said. "Of course." I speak. "Thank you." she said walking back to the store.

Well, at least someone knows. Let's just hope nothing bad happens.

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"Come on man. Who's the girl you keep texting?"

Jake asks. "No one." I lie shooting the basketball.

After the store, I went to CVS to buy a basketball like Aaliyah said. When that was done, I meant up with my friends John, Leo, and Shawn. It's been an hour and they keep asking about Aaliyah. I'm not going to tell them anything.

"Can you at least tell us what's her name?" Leo asks. "Fine. Her name is Aaliyah." I speak. "She hot?" Shawn asks. "Very." I say as she calls. "Is that her?" John asks. "Shut up." I say answering the call.

"Hey." I speak. "Hey. So, my mom told you?" she asks. "Yep. Where are you?" I ask. "No telling you." she said. "Why not?" I ask. "Because you might come." she said. "And why can't I come?" I ask. "Because I want to be alone." she sighs. "What's wrong?" I ask. "When you left, the store got robbed. My mom had to give the guy all the money." she said. "Where are you?" I ask. "Alex. I want to be alone." she begs. "Well, I don't. If you won't tell me, I'll go to your house." I speak. "Fine. I'm at home. I'll text you my address." she said hanging up.

I grab my bag and walk off to my car. "Man, where you are going?" Leo asks. "I'm going to Aaliyah." I say putting my bag in the car. "Can we go?" John asks. "No. She's not herself." I speak. "Well, are we going to meet the girl?" Shawn asks. "I'll ask. I might take her to the party next week." I say climbing in. "Okay. See you guys later." I speak.

It takes half an hour to get to Aaliyah's house. When I got there, I texted her saying that I was here. She texted saying that I could come in because her father went out. Going into her house, I investigate rooms looking for her until I find her.

"I want to be alone." she said laying on her face on the bed. "Well, I don't want you to." I say walking to the bed. "I should get a job." she said getting up. Before she could, I get on top of her and pen her arms to the bed.

We just look out each other, waiting. I know she's wet and I'm hard. I want to fuck her so hard, but I don't want to do anything that she might not want. I'll wait until she wants me. I'll wait forever if I have to.

"I can't stand you being like this." I speak. "We just meant." she whispers. "And I know that you want me already." I say holding both of her hands in one hand and slipping my hand down to her waste. I know she wants me, and I fucking want her now. I need to stop before I lose it.

I'm about to get off her, but she grabs my hands. She puts my hands above her hand, and she licks her lips.

"Aaliyah." I whisper. "I want you." she said. "No. I - I - I can't." I lie. "Yes, you can. I want you now." she said going to my hard bulge. "Fuck." I hiss. "You want me. Have me." she begs. "Aaliyah, I can't. Not now." I speak. "Forget about it." she said taking my shirt off. "I can't. I promised your mother that I would be safe when we do this." I say stopping her hands from going to my pants. "Okay, fine." she said giving up. "We'll fuck when I'm safe." I say holding her face in my hand. "Promise?" she asks. "I promise." I say kissing her needy lips.