DAY ONE (part 2)

Walking into his house he wasn't even able to shut the door before he was slapped in the face hard. "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING BEING HOME RIGHT NOW YOU LITTLE SLUT!" His father screamed at him. Shutting the door he simply said "I didn't want to be there anymore." "And you think that's an excuse!?" his father screamed as he continued to hit and punch the already beaten up boy.

Once he finally stopped he grabbed his keys. "I'm going to work I won't be back for a while." he said as he left making sure the door hit kayden, who is on the floor. The said boy whimpers in pain but gets up none the less and walks to his room and locks the door.

He walks into the bathroom connected to his room and finds the first aid kit. He starts to assess and patch up his wounds. Once he is done he walks to his bed and grabs his head phones and plays music. He looks down at his wrist looking at the many scars there. Some fresh some new but all done by him. He had no regrets in doing so. It got rid of the thoughts that haunted him every single night.

He walks to his desk looking through the drawer. He finally finds what he is looking for. Pulling out a pack of cigarettes he opens his window, lighting the cigarette and taking a long drag out of it. He lets the smoke sit for a little before blowing it out. 'they don't like you anymore' the thoughts start. "I know" he says in a monotoned voice. "you're just some fag. a nobody. worthless'. "I know". 'just die already' he looks down closing his eyes. ".....I wish.."

Walking over to his night stand he grabs the razor in it and starts to cut his wrist.

"one for being worthless"

"one for being nothing"

"one for being a failure"

"one for being a mistake"

He continues until he noticed that there are about twenty. He sighs and stands up walking to him bathroom and cleaning the cuts and wrapping them up with bandages. He walks to his bed and flopped on it. He groaned, rolled over and went to sleep.

AUTHOR NOTE

Hey guys sorry for the short chapter but this was rushed and it's kind late but here we are. but I just wanted to say that I'll be going on a short hiatus for the holidays but I'll be back soon. hope you enjoy the chapter