Chapter 7: Erik’s Intention

After some time of isolating myself from my Family, Friends and to Kateline mostly. I realized only one thing...that this feeling I have is not something that can be erase or forgotten by leaving faraway! and I'm over of being in a Friend Zone and I don't want to stay just being that to Kateline. I want her for goodness sake!

Now that I'm back this is the perfect time for me to man up and get moving... especially while heathe's nowhere near and out of the picture from kateline's family.

After a little talk and catching up time with kateline she is now in the kitchen preparing something to eat. While me and the triplets are in the living room. Toys all dispatched messily on the floor and the triplets enjoy playing and saying

*Gibberish* *Gibberish*

And I'm doing the same thing as them as I hold a toy a dinosaur to be exact and saying *Gibberish* Hope I don't look crazy.

"You look like you could be a good father someday" kateline said behind my back while her arms clings on my shoulders. I smiled to what she just said and my attention was still on the triplets playing and saying

*GIBBERISH* *GIBBERISH* together with them and the sight of us makes kateline smile and my heart melts because I can see how much kateline longs for a partner to complete her family. If only I can wish it was me but at the end of the day I know It wasn't me.

That is why I need to do everything I can to be choosen in the end.

"Erik, Let's eat first!" Kateline said then she taps my shoulders and gets up from her knees and walk through the table and sits.

I must be enjoying playing daddy wannabe to the triplets that I didn't notice everything was served on the table and It all looks so delicous! I quickly get up from me sitting then going straight to the dinner table and sits in front of kateline.

I stared straight at her as If she was the meal in the dinner table haha, so perv! of me calm down erik! I told my inner-self. "What are you looking at?" Kateline said and I can see that she was awkward. "Just ignore me, can we eat now?" I ask loudly and grab the sppon and fork then suddenly kateline hits my hand.

"Awwww!" I said enthusiastically.

"You already forgotten, I always pray before eating anything remember?" Kateline said while so widely.

"Then let's pray now, I'm really hungry" I pouted like a 3 year old. Hope I don't look crazy.

"You're really funny erik you know that and please stop pouting you look like one of the triplets, haha" I don't know If what kateline said Is a compliment or she's trying to annoy me but whatever as long as she's happy. After a minute of silence kateline finished praying and finally we get to eat.

In exchange of kateline's hospitality I treat her and the triplets out.

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Heathe's POV

My 7 day vacation felt nothing!

From the first day to the last of it...

Maybe because my reason to go home wasn't met

I look for her every where, places that I've known of that we spend together but I didn't found traces of her anywhere..

Maybe this is my KARMA, after all!

I'm a BASTARD

for choosing myself

More than the family I should have

We're in the practice room right now...rehearsing for a performance.

We are guesting on the MYX Philippines Music Awards

We are honored to be invited outside the country

This is why we practiced hard and we don't like to fail our fans!

We call them "ARM"

Arm because they gave us strength and when we feel down they gave us support like holding us in the arm.

I smiled sarcastically that somehow there's one part in my life now that is going well...

"From the top guys, Come on! One last then we rest and get ready for the performance." Hype said. Hype is one of our members he's the main dancer of PTS he's the one making sure we're organize and synchronize.

And we dance our best in the rehearsal until we are out of breath.

[Backstage]

"Wahhhhhh"

"PTS!!!!!"

Jammie, Marry Me!

ARM are getting wild and out of control.

We are on stand by now and some fans see us from the backstage. That's why they are going nuts

Until the MC called us on stage

"And now to performed MASHO lets call on stage PTS!"

"Wahhhhhhh!"

"PTS , PTS!!"

Our fans won't stop screaming thankfully we have our in ear so we will hear clearly the music while dancing. We can't help but smile because of the energy ARM gives us.

-Music In

After the music played we performed right away and cooly. While ARM loudly doing the fanchants of our name.

And the rest of the performance ended well as just we practice and we're happy.

"Thank you!" We said in unison and bowed to all ARM out there before exiting the stage.

It was so breathtaking but at the same time fulfilling. This is a longtime dream for us PTS to get invited to MYX Philippines Music Awards.

Back stage again returning from our designated waiting room. I seated while breathing heavily I close my eyes.

And can get out of my head the reality of my situation. When will I ever see you again kateline and my son or daughter I'm not sure to what I have as a child because I don't seen any of them.

It's heartbreaking but I need to focus when in work I need to forget personal problems.

I will just rest for now and think of kateline soon...

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A.N

Sorry for the late update, As I am currently in College it was so hard to upload.

And I thank all that reads my story it warms my heart!

I will try to upload consistently.