kino_hana

About a girl in her 15's went on the school rooftop, preparing to jump off the balcony to meet the heavens or the depths of hell.

but instead, she revived in a girl's body, which is the ultimate bully called a villainess.

"I got reincarnated? and worst of all, the villainess...heh, life is full of misfortune! This girl's life is already the death of me" 

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"what are those?" said my self-proclaimed fiancèe

"a rope" i said

"what for?" he asked again

"to hang myself in front of everybody, so they can rest assured if they want me dead."

I still have other suicide methods, but i think this world is too strict for me to attempt suicide. What is this? The Netherlands?

Warning ⚠️: This novel contains self harm, violence, and suicide attempt. Age under 10 year old/ heart problems are restricted to read.

My Suicidal Self

The moment she opened the door, it shines a bright shade of white. It was a blinding sight to see for the naked eye.


She got sucked inside the bright light.


Wondering where she will be going next.


I shook my head and slowly opened my eyes.


I feel like there's something under my eye.


I lift my hands slowly, but it felt utterly painful.


This...this couldn't be dreamland/desireland.


The room...looked larger and luxurious. The bed's included. Unlike the bed in my house. It's small and cramped. But somehow i can still breathe and sleep quite comfortably.


I looked in a large mirror, probably the size of a hotel Mirror which is full body sized.


But this one is 3 meters larger than a regular mirror.


I see a girl with a silver hair and black on the tip of the hair.


She wears a night gown that looked normal to me. I usually wear night gowns like this in my old life. 


wow i looked like a kid who hasn't been eating for months, except prettier and elegant.


And also, this whole room is clearly a mix of yellow, blue, red, and white. Which looked like a western room.


I looked around, also i walked rather slowly so i don't fall because of my poor state.


Does this girl plan to commit suicide like i did?


So...let me adjust everything that happened here...


I am in a child's body that looked like a 10 year old with a mix of western and japanese style, and i don't know what the hell happened but now i am either possessing her or maybe..


For some reason, i can't feel mad or rage anymore. It feels like im used to this kind of stuff.


Oh, of cooouuurse~, im a 15 year old girl who just went into a hardship life and just commit suicide for f*ck sake. 


...but i wonder what happened to this poor girl im in. Did she die?


I see it's still in the nighttime, i saw a watch and im absolutely wrong. It's 03.00 in the morning. 


I went back to sleep and readjust for tomorrow, cuz i need to get information about this girl im in...


Chapter 3- I got reincarnated instead