Take This Pleasure With The Pain

The sky grew dark and leaves rustled by the strong gusty breeze from a distance. Those moments we shared were gone with the wind. Despite what he did, I still love him. Silently I was dying on the inside while thinking about what we once had. The dreams we once created had become broken. It is like the rains came down and washed everything away.

The hands of his brother touched my shoulder, "Believe me, I didn't know about this."

I turned around not knowing what to say, I was fucked over once again. I kept running into deceivers and falling for their words of hope. Forget the fake love, it was now just this baby and myself. I had to lose him to find who I was. I had this rush of evil inside of me to be bad. I was building up with rage thinking back of all the times I got played. I smile for Alejandro and hid the pain away.