/ WITHDRAWAL /

Latch ~ Disclosure ft. Sam Smith

I make a run for it.

this is it , I chose to trust him. again.

I only hope this time the consequences don't surprise me. at first I thought, I would be in his arms again, safe.

together this time.

that's when I started to feel it. the effects of the drugs.

sometimes I forget that I already gave up the fight, I forget I sold my soul. I lost the motivation along the way, piece by piece.

I cant even try anymore. but I wont tell him that.

the numbness spreading from the inside out.

maybe if I push myself just a little bit, I'll get to him.

maybe if I push a little bit harder. run a little faster.

I don't even feel the marble floor as my back comes crushing down. deadweight.

suddenly it's too cold, the horrible shivers rake my body painfully.

now, in plain view of the cameras.

it's too late for me now.

he wont save me now, why would he? he'll choose himself all over again.