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Undone ~ Haley Reinhart

”All my life i’ve been looking upto the moment i would become one, a Mother” breaking the nauseating silence that’s been going on forever.

I dont think he cares to know this but i say it anyways.

”hating my own for being one, i thought she didnt deserve it, that i”ll be better. I hated her for having me, for deserting me”

he doesnt move an inch, no reaction.

if i close my eyes and concentrate i might hear his shallow breathing.

if i wasnt so cold myself, i wouldve felt his warmth against my skin.

if he has any left.

If i know him but at all, this is the calm before the storm.

”but maybe now i know, just a bit of how she mustve felt. You might think it’s plain fear but its not…its horror”

Still irresponsive, but i know hes digesting it all.

i know hes rumaging through all the shit going on in his head.

Too quiet.

Maybe this time we’re both tired.

The fight is lifted from both of us. This time they might’ve won.