Big list

38. It is big list Manik

“What was your ambition when you were a child?" He asked.

I expected this question yesterday but he did give my space but may his curiousness is eating him.

Can I trust him to share my story?

Yeah of course I can but do we are close enough to disclose my past to him?

No one knows except my family, Navya, Abi and Kavin. Of course I haven't shared my part stories but they know very well as they were the audience my life's most happening drama. They were so sorry and helpless of my stated and don't want to bother them with my sorry story and acted like a strong person that I moved on but still in bottom of my heart it pains.

"If you are not ready, don't force yourself" This is exactly my question to myself.

Am I ready?

May be I am. I need to vent them out. And Manik will be correct person who sometimes acts like a jerk but I am sure he will understand me instead of making fun.

And more than what harm will be caused by sharing?