I woke up drained, of everything, form energy to motivation. I didn't have the strength to get out of bed, so I didn't. For three days I stayed put in my room. Davin tried to convince me to come down to eat but I just wasn't up for it, I wasn't up for anything. After the first day he gave up. Instead he brought the food to me, I didn't eat any of it though.
He seemed worried, and so did Kai. She came to my door now and then to check up on me but I stayed silent. I wasn't trying to be rude or anything. I didn't even have the strength to speak.
I would have felt bad for being such burden but at the moment I had room for it. I was overcome by an unwavering sense of emptiness. It was as if the part of my mind that was in charge of emotions had shut down and left me without color. The numbness was somehow worse than the pain. It was worse than anything I'd felt before.