Entry Twenty-Four

Nov 7, 2015

My plan’s finally starting to form. I’m afraid of getting discovered. After what happened yesterday I am even more determined to go through with this. I need to get away and let Gared be happy and go back to what he was like before.

At first, I only wanted to feel happiness again, but now, I don’t even care about being happy, As long as everyone is set free from dealing with me.

Because of how nervous I am, I did something for the first time today. I learned about it through the book I’ve read. I prayed, I asked Him to watch over me and to please make everything successful. I don’t wanna hurt anyone around me just for this plan to go through.

My plan was simple, at least for now. I need to distract Gared with something. A competition at school perhaps. He has always been a go-getter and a straight-A student so being top at everything is important to him.