Have you ever met a puppet that has bruises under her clothes? If not, wanna meet me? This is my diary, I wrote this in hopes of someone reading my story, I wonder, would you sympathize? Call me pathetic? Or maybe find out that I am not worth helping.

Meet Belle

 I’m scared of the Bible, it feels like it knows what I wanna ask. I kept thinking how much better it could be if I just fought back. If I also do what they did to me, but when I opened the Bible today it led me to this sentence. Proverbs chapter 3 verse 29: "Devise not evil against thy neighbor, seeing he dwelleth securely by thee." 


 That means I shouldn’t think of ways to harm Gared right? It must be bad then. It says it’s bad to harm people. Then does that mean I should just continue planning my escape? But if I get caught, what would happen to me? Would I still be able to live? 


 My plan is simple. Get as much money as I can from the family bank account, take some clothes for change, but not too much, as they will find out if I bring luggage with me, plus it’s always better to travel light if I’ll be on the run. 


Entry Twenty-Eight