The Killer's Motive

I can’t hide my fear. My legs are shaking and my hands are sweating. Why did I even let my guard down? The boss knew everything while I stayed ignorant. I cannot believe he cornered me like this. I was planning to threaten him with my authority, but I didn’t know he already found out about me losing my job. He is right, I’m working illegally and if I tried to tell the police about this it will be me, who’s going to get punished. I don’t know what to do in this situation, I’m just so scared that I cannot think straight. I immediately pulled my gun from my pocket and pointed it at him. I’m so nervous that I don't even know what to do. It’s just my instinct to try to protect myself.