Damaged

Walking up the path along the hill leading to the girls boarding section, well the person who planned the construction of this school clearly was a conservative. How I know, well he was clearly opposed to the idea of young women and men sneaking into each others company during the night that's why the boys boarding section is right across towards the west side of the hill. To reach the girls section you have to go past two empty fields between those sections and the classes by which he thought you'd have been caught by either the security personnel or teacher on duty.

Now that I look at it, he might have intended the best by placing the kitchen and dinning hall next to the girls section because you definitely cannot trust always hungry and growing teenage boys with the kitchen and teenage girls could be a little decent to not want to grow fat. So back to the point, that makes it really easy for boys to access the girls section don't you think?

"Not again, " I murmured to myself as I shoot out to catch the ever falling Mella, I was beginning to wonder if she was doing this intentionally before I remember I too wasn't looking where I was going, it's really easy to blame others. There goes my Mella supporting conscience, I mean I do that all the time, why does my conscience have to surface whenever it concerns her.

"Are you okay? " I ask looking down at her. " Yeah, I am doing totally great really, " she answers sarcasm dripping out of her every word before shoving me out of her way and running back towards the girls section. Admittedly, a part of me wanted to go after her but you know me, I don't do that kind of stuff, I prefer bimbos to small crying girls, they are much stronger and adopt quickly.

Looking up, I realise I actually forgot where I was headed before remembering I was just strolling. I think of going after Mella but curse under my breath, not today, I shall not deviate from my so long sort after not getting into temptation for Mella girl slogan, instead I head to fetch Jake so we can lay down a plan on how to get back his girl, all in all I am a man of my word.

It's been one damn week, I'm honestly not been concentrating. Something really seems off with Mella and am damned if I don't find out. Wait that's is not it, what I meant to say is, the cocky girl Mella who can put anyone in their rightful place is totally gone and in her place is left a shell of a human being, don't ask me how I know, your enemies every move remember? Yeah exactly am only watching her every move, I don't intend on being in for surprises.

On the same note, I've been sneaking into the girls boarding section a lot lately to do some illegal business at night and it has become a lot of fun, much more than in my old school days. Well I have upped my game and no teacher, even dear mister Steve has not caught me committing a sin of lately and the girls in this school are totally naive am sure they don't realise am taking advantage of this, I'm sure they will never know.

You're guess is as right as mine, that's exactly what I've been doing, some things are better left unsaid it's just there is one big problem, for all those nights, that's around four, I have not come up with anything constructive. My night goes like wearing girls uniform, sneaking into their boarding section and watching Mella in an attempt to figure out what she is up to which only ends up in slow cries, either burried under her blankets deep into the night or huddled to one corner of her bed. Error, well that is totally not creepy and am not a creep, besides I only set my eyes on Mella and not the other bimbos, beauties and lovelies undressing, thank you am a man of his morals, I hold them dearly just so you know.

Well you are right, am the girl sleeping in the bed next to hers while adding to the list of what money can do, make a girl sleep with her friend in the next dorm is on the top of the list, for a whole week.

Well, if am going to lie that every night I feel a lot of very stupid things that I don't want to discuss but for your knowledge sake, I will, not that I like the feelings. To begin with, the butterflies that keep invading the personal space of my stomach and fluttering their wings, giving birth and increasing in numbers everywhere I see Mella are my number one inconvenience for now.

Two, I totally detest the increase of my heart beat per millisecond whenever she is around me, how her eyes seems to hold me captive whenever she stares at me is one thing I don't want to forgive or think about.

Lastly, for all your peace of mind, how I want to hold her whenever she cries and comfort her every night is a secret I won't tell you and for all my troubles of discussing my deepest secrets with you, I just want to reassure you that whatever I feel for her has nothing to do with love you hear me, it has absolutely everything to do with me watching my back for I won't allow my enemy to succeed.

"Hell no, " I yell and realising that this time am not going to be able to keep us stable, I turn us around so she is the one who lands on a soft hard mattress which is me. This can't be the second time in a day? For another few moments, everything else disappears and am left dazed before I snap out of the little moment. "not again, " I whisper looking deep into her sorrowful eyes and my voice betraying my intent of sounding irritated coming out as something close to concern. In all honesty, I don't like this damaged she'll of her, I prefer the annoying cocky girl.

Well, the normal Mella would have said something cocky after what just happened but this shell of the Mella just looks into my eyes one more time then averts her gaze, stands up and walks away without saying a single anything. I have to admit am a little disappointed, not at that, at her not acting like the cocky, remarkable girl she is supposed to be and it's eating me alive within.

Well, what do I care, I have to get back to class, maybe having one less enemy should be a good thing but honestly, it doesn't sound that good even as I think about it. Especially if that enemy is her and you want to keep rubbing at her lovey lovey side right? "Of cos not, I am, that's not it buddy. " "Are you talking to me, and by the way you are out of class at the wrong time. "Hey Steve buddy, no it was to myself, " maybe I spoke too soon about not getting caught by him, I should correct the part.

"Go back to class before I get mad and unleash terror on you, and well, you are not allowed to be touching ladies especially a good student like her, keep your virus to yourself. " wait, I thought it was only Brian big boy who sees me as a threat, maybe, maybe not but judging by the jealousy unleashed in the tone, maybe could just work. Not in the mood for his terror, I mumbled a yes sir and rush to class leaving a smiling Mr Steve who think he got me, if only he knew nobody gets me buddy, not even my parents.

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