Part of me

Something is just not quite right. If you ever know the silence that occurs before something really bad happens, well that has been happening to me for the past three days. Don't blame me but what is a life in this school without the presence of an annoying someone? Yes Mella, you got me right. It seems like for the little time I've been around here which is roughly now one month, three weeks, she has become my force to reckon with and without her presence, everything seems to be at bay. It feels like she is the one that brings life around this place.

My eyes roam around the dinning hall for the umpteenth time today and I sigh in frustration when I don't see her. Where could she be? In as much as a part of me tries to convince me I only need her if and only if for the drama, the large part of me argues otherwise and believe something is certainly, really wrong somewhere.