Silly heart

Waiting, waiting and waiting, are you kidding me, am just about to freak out. It's been around thirty minutes since Jake and his girlfriend left me to go do the hell knows what but that's in the least of my worries. Practically am never the patient person, it's a weakness not a flow but right now I feel like I've been patient enough and my patience is wearing out. Something in the back of my head keeps ringing danger, for what reason? You'll never know.

Soon I begin to fidget with my fingers. That seems not to calm me down so I start pacing around. All my life, I've never been this on edge apart from the one and only time I had my parents talking about how they wanted to have me aborted but even though I was waiting for them to just come around and talk to me about it which they never did, my nerves never got to the point where i start to fidget because this seems bad.