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I opened my eyes and surprised to what I saw, its all white and my head hurts

“Oh Miki aegi be careful” I saw Jeonghan oppa on my side

“Jeonghan oppa where are we?” I asked while holding my head, still throbbing

“We are at the hospital. You passed out after the filming the third episode and it’s been two days” He said

“Tw-two days?” what the??? Does that mean I'm unconscious and I haven't plan anything for the next mission?

“Ne. The doctor said it’s fatigue and she gave you medicines. You want to talk to doctor?” he asked and gave me a glass of water

“Aniyo oppa. When will I discharge? I need to practice”

“Miki please rest. It will be bad for your health. I will call Seungcheol”

I held Jeonghan oppa’s hand so he stopped

“Oppa does Depyeonim and Sajangnim knows this?” I asked, hoping that he will say no

“Ofcourse they know this and they are worried”

“Miki aegi good that you’woke up already” Seungkwan Oppa said

“Wae Seungkwan?” Jeonghan Oppa asked

“Sajangnim will go here and will check on you” Seungkwan oppa said.

“I heard Miki aegi that if you’re still not okay you will withdraw from the competition” DK oppa said. I held Jeonghan Oppa's hand tightly when I heard what DK Oppa said

“Oppa andwae” I said and my voice is shaking, cracked.

“You have to be well. DK call Miki’s doctor” Jeonghan oppa said

“Ne hyung” He said

“Oppa why are you here? I mean my two days stay here unconscious you’re here too?” I asked them, Seungkwan Oppa and Jeonghan Oppa

“Change time but Seungkwan is the least member who visits you” Jeonghan oppa said

“That’s because I have schedules” Seungkwan oppa said

“It’s okay oppa. You shouldn’t worry yourself too, I mean go and rest you don’t have to stay here until I get conscious”

“Its okay Miki, I don’t have schedules too and you’re manager has a lot of things to do for your group”

Yes my group, we’re supposed to debut on the third quarter of the year but this survival show happens so Depyeonim and

Sajangnim decided to delay our debut and Gieun Eonni's group debut

The other seventeen members also went here and by 5 o’clock pm Sajangnim arrived

“Annyeonghaseyo” we all said to Sajangnim when he entered my room

“Miki-ya gwaenchana? How are you feeling?” Sajangnim asked me

“Gwaenchanayo Sajangnim” I said

“Since the survival show started you became sick for two times. It’s not healthy” Sajangnim said

“And if this happen again I won’t hesitate to withdraw you from the competition, and we will delay YOUR debut” he added

“N-ne?”

“If ever you will get sick again you will withdraw from the competition and the plan to debut you and your group will go BUT you’re not included anymore until you prove to us that your body is not weak” Sajangnim said

This is so cruel! I feel like crying

“Miki please recover as soon as possible, as I say you are Sidelp Entertainment’s ace for new generation we can’t afford to loose you” Sajangnim said

“Ne Sajangnim. Take care on your way home” I said and seventeen members also bid their goodbyes to Sajangnim

“Hyung isn’t it so cruel?” Wonwoo oppa said to Seungcheol oppa

“It is. So Miki aegi eat this, and this, and this, and this, all of this” Seungcheol oppa said while giving me the fruits that he and Shua oppa bought

“Ne oppa. Kamsahamnida”

“No problem Miki aegi but promise us that you will be healthy and win the competition” Joshua said

“I promise” I said and intertwined my pinky finger with Seungcheol Oppa

***

One day after I get conscious the doctor let me discharge but I have to go back for the check up, once a week

“Annyeonghaseyo” I said as I entered the practice room

“Miki eonni annyeong! How are you?” Kim Jihyun asked, one of my members for the supposed group

“I am good you don’t have to worry about me. I heard Manager oppa was quite busy”

“Ne eonni, Manager oppa is busy and he often visit us during practice” Jihyun said

“Oh Miki eonni why are you here?” Ahn Seohwa asked, one of my member too

We are still a nameless group and our manager said that they will reveal our group name once we are officially introduced to the public, yet we are using Sidelp Entertainments’ official SNS because we are slowly establishing our group

We are seven member girl group that is set to debut after the one girl group too where Gieun Eonni belong. They will debut earlier than us then Sidelp will debut us just like DAY6 sunbaenim and TWICE sunbaenim, same label, same year but has a gap of debut dates but the difference is we are both girl groups and hoping that both Sidelp NGG will be bop

*ring*

"Excuse me” I said to Jihyun and Seohwa

“Yeoboseyo?” I said

“Miki aegi eodiya?” Its Hoshi oppa

“Practice room oppa, wae?” I said

“Okay see you!” then he ended the call

The practice room that I’m practicing for Trading Trainee is different from the practice room for my group

“Eonni I saw Hoshi Sunbaenim and he said that meet him in the practice room” Yang Chaeyeon said one of my member

“Arraseo. Girls bye!” I said

I headed to practice room where we I am practicing for Trading Trainee

“Annyeonghaseyo” I said when I saw Hoshi oppa, Woozi oppa and Seungcheol oppa inside the practice room

“Miki-ya you know the mission for next filming right?” Woozi oppa

“Ne oppa. I drawn vocal”

“So what song do you have in your mind?”

“Iz*One Sunbaenim, really like you” I said and Seungcheol oppa typed something in his phone then Iz*One sunbaenim’s really like you played in speakers

“Isn’t it high for you?" Woozi Oppa asked

“Its seems okay to me oppa but you can listen to it first” I said then I started singing to it

“What will you do while singing? You will just stand up or sit down?” Hoshi oppa asked

“Can I used a guitar?” I asked

“Of course” Seungcheol oppa said

“You will add your own rap?” Seungcheol oppa asked

“I want to but I haven’t write anything yet”

“Try to write and so we can listen arrange the music for your rap part” Woozi oppa said

“Kamsahamnida oppa”

***

The day has come! Today is the filming day

We went to the studio with Gieun Eonni, some Sidelp Staff and Seventeen sunbaenim

“Miki-ya!” Someone shouted my name

“Oh Jarin Eonni wae?” I said

“Someone wants to talk to you” She said then giggled a bit then she pulled me to their dressing room

“Annyeonghaseyo” I said as I entered the dressing room and waiting room for GY Trainees, artists and staff

“Miki-chan! Bogoshipeoyo” Mamo said and hugged me

“Aigoo!” Jarin Eonni said

“Mashiho-ya! Don’t I deserve thank you? Like Noona Gomawo?” Jarin Eonni said

“I am your Senior Jarin-ah” Mamo said in a serious but still jokingly way

“I am don’t care I am still older than you” Jarin Eonni said

“Ya Mamo just say thank you to Jarin Eonni” I said because their argument won’t stop and Mamo said thank you to Jarin Eonni

“I heard you’re sick?” Mamo said

“I was confined for three days, but I’m perfectly fine now” I said

“Noona you have pictures in Mashiho hyung’s room” Junghwan said

“Jinjja? Mamo I never thought that you’re my stalker” I said jokingly

“Maldo Andwae Miki-chan! The picture that Junghwan said is the one in Disney land, Lotte World, your first time there with me and Haruto and your most epic picture in your room in Japan” he said

“Ya don’t be so defensive you little”

“Miki let’s go!” Jarin Eonni said

Maybe the filming is about to start

That was great, having to talk to my friend even in another country and even he debuted already