Chapter 29

Blake's POV

I woke up the next morning, ready to get my girl back. I know Lydia is hurt and i know that she is angry at me.

Its just too fucking hard.

I don’t want to get into a relationship right now....not after what happened. I know i need to get my shit straight but I can’t help it.

Relationships scare me. I guess i am scared loosing Lydia and getting hurt. But, that is no reason for making my princess cry.

I sighed as i ran a hand through my hair in frustration.

I am fucked up.

I don’t even deserve Lydia. She is just too fucking good for me. She is an angel. A complete angel.

Ever since our childhood days, she has been nothing but good to everyone. I remember one day when we were at park and she had seen a poor child who was of our age at the time. She had cried so much because he had no money for buying the ice cream we kids were having.

I remember her mum going and buying the kid an ice cream cone after that.

I smiled at the memory.