Lydia's POV
I wore the dress and stared at my reflection. The last 2 days had been hell for me. I wore the mask and i was good to go.
Nobody has been speaking to me. Mom and dad had to leave due to business. I had been in my room since the last 48 hours.
It was Tuesday today. Well it had just started since it is 12:12 am. I leave at 7 in the morning. My main motive to go to the party is because i want to see Blake. For the last time.
I sighed.
I was mentally and emotionally drained. I am exhausted. I don't know what did i do to deserve this.
I took my car keys and went downstairs. Everyone was already at the party so noone was really home.
I sat in my car and started it. I was soon hitting the road.
I hadn't really ate anything in the last 48 hours. I just couldn't. It was like my appetite was gone. Whenever i saw food, i felt like vomitting.
I don't know what is happening to me.