Kitkatfab18

16 year old Maddie that is used to be known as the popular girl goes from being everything to nothing once she moves to a new town far from home where no one knows her and she knows no one but what will happen when she meets a tall boy named Gabriel that is even more complicated and messy then her... is their love, really love? Or just a toxic mess? 
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this book does have mature content so read at your own expense
DISCLAIMER 
THIS STORY WAS NOT MADE TO PROMOTE TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS!!
It's strictly to show that no relationship is perfect BUT if doesn't mean that it is healthy and also to show that imperfect people with issues CAN have a happy ending somehow and our issues don't define us and it's never too late to change.

The story IS NOT discontinued!!! i'm in the process of completing the series and also writing another story so the book will be continued sometime soon.

I wish I could say my life was peaceful ever since I met him. Looking back at how much he has changed me is crazy. Our relationship... how do I describe our relationship? Toxic? Yes, very but at the same time loving. As much as he is a pain in the ass and hurt me, so, so bad I would never take back the time we had together. He changed me, for better and for worse. As I sit on the bridge where it all begun, I look back on all of our memories, painful and good.


"I would love to hate him." I tell Leandro. 


I want to want to burn him in his sleep but I can't seem to do that. 


"I know." He opened my eyes to a world where who I am doesn't matter to me but at the same time, he tried so hard to hurt me so that I would need him... I know that now. He wanted me to feel like I needed him, he wanted me to feel like without him I'm trapped. I cant blame the whole ending of us on him... well yes I can but I did things too to hurt him, make him feel the way I felt but I regret that so much. I remember the hurt in his eyes every time I did that to him. It made me happy I could hurt him... but sad at the same time.


"The first time I met him, on this very bridge he told me to trust him... and I did, What a mistake that was." I say. 


"Your better off without him." My dearest friend tells me... i'm not so sure about that.


I think for a moment before asking myself the question I asked before, how do I describe our relationship? Well the only answer I possibly have for that is that we were... we were just us.


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