Chapter 29 - The Memory of True Emotions

(Nijigasaki Academy - Idol Clubroom)

(Leon POV)

I was still in the clubroom working on the daily journal to post data of today and recent events that happened but sometimes rethink on old decisions like giving up being Starlight Sentinel...I did do some runs but people think I was a fluke or copy and real one out there asleep somewhere... can't blame them but the world is peaceful anyway...saw reports of people getting killed in mercenaries gang wars crossfire...police officers employment below 60% and other stuff...

"Leo, you still in here? What are you doing this time of hour? Not going home yet" Ayumu asked confused expression "Ayu? Oh just writing in my journal nothing much really and not yet. Were you looking for me?" I asked confused "Yeah I wanted to walk home together as usual. Do you mind if I wait for you?" Ayumu asked smiled "Sure thought it's gonna take an awhile little," I said nervously chuckled "I don't mind by the way what you write in the journal anyway?" Ayumu asked confused "Oh about some good stuff and what happened with everyone that's pretty much," I said smiled "What you mean good stuff?" Ayumu asked to scoot over to me "A lot actually see" I said smiled "Hmm wow there's a lot here isn't it" Ayumu said confused expression "Yeah" I said nervously chuckled

(Dream With You by Ayumu Uehara Instrumental)

"Let's see here...Yu been always hard working and assisting us a lot with supplies also great designer if you need something from her, Kasumi is well very honest and wants to well take a lot of my attention to her very mischievous but every rose has its thorns., and Karin sometimes seem too mature for high schooler sometimes but they are like know to when their instants on trying their best" I explained, "Wow you even wrote about Yu on here eh?" Ayumu asked "Of course she's also very important to our club and is our always very first fan," I said smiled "I know what you mean especially to Karin being a model and even Kasumi I find her always cute at times," Ayumu said smiled "Ahaha...then you haven't got attack by her a lot then..." I said sweatdrop "Oh Leo you care about her too," Ayumu said giggled "Yeah... your right," I said nervously ruffled my hair "Shizuku though has stage experience, so her actin would be supeh, I think most of her strength would be able to stand in front of a huge crowd of people, Setsuna has a lot of experience too! She also has a lot of passions and presence makes you can't get away from her" I said smiled "Hmm..." Ayumu said "Ayu?? You aren't jealous of Setsuna are you??" I asked confused "I guess you could say of how they are able to stand in front of big crowd," Ayumu said smiled "Oh well I guess we all would be" I said sweatdrop "Ai has some personal talents, too. She's bright and great communicator can also read room an instant" I said "Kanata...uh has some interesting way to do things very spacey and always get you moving in place" I said sweatdrop "Rina well is more important to me a lot of ways of girl you can never ever forget of seeing her just once plus with that board of hers very wholesome and cute just wanting to make friends with her" I said smiled "..." Ayumu said but smiled "Emma has that protective aura too your heart warms when you're with her and when she speaks Italian sometimes is cute as well" I said "Also Barry he's been a very interesting person to help with almost reminds me of Rina since of can't express emotions" I said smiled "I think they would be one awesome duo one-day" Ayumu said smiled "I agreed" I said sweatdrop "Wow you really pay attention to everyone in clubroom" Ayumu said smiled as both realized how close our faces are...

"AHH?!" Ayumu yelled flinched back up a little as I watch her panic "Sorry Ayu I wasn't paying attention," I said nervously "It's o-okay..." Ayumu said nervously giggled "Well I just want to help everyone the way I can after all as their friend and manager," I said smiling "Hey...do you write about me?" Ayumu asked "O-Of course but it would be embarrassing to say right now but You practice really hard every day and gotten so much better at singing and dancing!" I yelled smiled "Really, you kept eye on me as well," Ayumu asked nervously "Yeah say Ayu what kind of idol would you want to be?" I asked confused "Hmm what kinds do you like?" Ayumu asked confused "Uhh ahah I can't be idol though and well I got other stuff to do," I said (Wait I don't even have the suit anymore nevermind I could but I plan not to though not for me) I thought sweatdrop "No silly what kinds of idols do you loved?" Ayumu asked giggled "Uhhh you could say no preference everyone is a different type of Idol you know," I said sweatdrop "Right though there's been something bothering me..." Ayumu said silent expression "Hey what's wrong? If you need something I will uh do what I can to help" I said smiled "It's the songwriting I can't do it" Ayumu said, "Can't do it? What parts you need help on?" I asked confused "Everything it's so frustrating!" Ayumu yelled "Ayu..." I said concerned expression "You can write anything like Kanata is writing about sleeping, Kasumi is uh about herself, and Rina with her Rina-board," I said smiled "They are all unique and uh sorry earlier..." Ayumu said hesitated "It's okay and hey you aren't just normal a lot of amazing things about you," I said smiled "Write something about your family you know," I said smiled "My family? Dad and Mom and my pet Sasuke? I don't think the audience would like that..." Ayumu said fake smiled "I see...You are more worried about the audience then yourself Ayumu on what YOU want to say" I said serious expression "Huh?" Ayumu asked confused "Ayu, it's okay you can tell me I know you were trembling after that performance" I said serious expression "...I-I..." Ayumu said flinched "...It's true...I thought my performance would make the audience happy but instead exactly Zero votes...Do they hate me?? What did I do wrong?? WHY IT HAD TO BE ZERO LEO?!" Ayumu yelled "..." I said pulled her to warm embrace slowly smiled "Easy Ayu...and well they can be really strict and are brutal especially when choosing someone to win or not," I said nervously "I had it from experience especially when doing those fighting tournaments when people didn't like the one loser won against the champion that person would get mostly hated on and well there's times I do still hear their voices," I said "But through it all, there are only two people in the whole world mean a lot to me," I said eyes closed stroking Ayumu hair "..." Ayumu said nothing "I still failed you and others in the end..." Ayumu said quietly "Failed?? No, you didn't Ayu instead you made me and everyone else very happy with your performance the people may not of like it one day they will love all of your songs" I said "However I want you to be at least find something to make yourself happy" I said as Ayumu looked up at me "...Leo I may lose once but I won't this time" Ayumu said determined expression "That's the spirit Ayu..." I said smiled "But I still don't know what to write about..." Ayumu said sighed look at herself as I gently wipe her tears away...

"Hmm then write something you loved?" I asked "It can be anything hobby, person, and well just anything," I said smiled "Something I loved..." Ayumu said bright blush slowly begins to form over her cheeks "A person...Leo, Thank you I know what my song going to be!" Ayumu yelled "That's great! I can't wait for your performance come on let's go home!" I yelled, "What about the journal?" Ayumu asked confused "I can finish it later," I said smiled while we head out of the school...

To be Continued...