Chapter 10

I buried my face on my pillow and shouted I wanted to scream more but my phone started ringing I checked who it was and I saw my friends calling, I answered it and said "oh your still alive." while on the call with them they told me that their sorry for not going to school but only because they didn't go to the same school I was in but in another school, they didn't tell me which one but who cares. After the call I decided to check my email maybe I already had home works after the first day of school but nope, I'm not saying that I wish I had home works because darling I hate them I'm just saying that I feel like if I did have home works right now I could use then as a distraction.

So since I didn't have homework I just took a quick nap which was in fact interrupted by my sister who was covered in flour "Why are you covered in flour?" I asked "you're the better baker...cookies?" she forced a smile then handing me a burnt cookie "did you burn down the house while I was asleep? Because I know you hate me but I didn't know you hated me that much to burn the house to get rid of me." I said pushing away her cookies. "Sorry but can you please teach me how to bake?" she asked, "don't you know how to cook, why bake when you can cook?" I asked "because Noah likes cakes, cookies, and brownies but I can't make him some cause I'm the better cook, and you're the better baker." she answered and slouched "well clean yourself up and I'll get to making sure you didn't burn down the whole house." I got up and walked to the kitchen...the counters were messy but at least the kitchen isn't on fire.

I cleaned up the kitchen and as I was cleaning I realized that my dearest sister spilled our whole flour on the floor and herself. God...why is she even my older sister when I act more like an older sister than her. "PATHETIC!" I shouted "holy what happened here?" my mom asked walking into the kitchen "rin tried to bake while I was asleep." I answered "oh- is the kitchen alright? Where is she? Was she on fire?!" she asked while putting the groceries on the counter "no I was not and did not put the kitchen on fire. Thanks for caring." Rin responded while walking in the kitchen "why were you trying to bake again?" I asked her in a teasing manner "because I wanna make Noah something." she answered "well why don't you Z teach Rin how to bake without burning down the whole house." mom pushed us out of the kitchen "if I'm gonna teach her how to bake why are we getting kicked out of the kitchen?" I asked her "well because I have to cook dinner so both of you try and know what Rin wants to bake." she answered.

"How are you such a good baker?" Rin asked, "Well I don't know, why are you such a good cook?" I returned the question "I guess because dad always taught me how to cook. but I want to bake cookies for Noah, can you please help me?" she smiled "fine first of look for a recipe that you think he'll like better." I answered.

After she chooses what she liked she begged me to bake it and she'll just watch but I was lazy so I told her that she will bake it but I will tell her what to do, she said obviously. So while our mother dearest made us eat dinner the cookies we made were in the oven. "So are you guys together?" my mom asked "Noah and me?" Rin asked mom just nodded and rin answered, "no to yet but I do like him." "if you feel giddy and excited while holding a man's hand leave him, when you hold a man's hand you should feel safe and secured. Love a man that loves you more than you love him but both of you should give it your all." I suddenly said "what?" rin asked now looking at me with the most confused look she has ever given me "grandma once told me that when I had a crush back in I think 4th or 5th grade before she died, and she said that she didnt tell you it because you wouldnt know what it means but I would understand it as if it was nothing." I explained, to be honest, I think that it was the best thing she ever told me "why did she not think I was able to under stand that?" rin asked "well do you understand it now?" I asked he and she just rolled her eyes. "your grand ma once told me that too and I think its because she knows that Z would need this advice better than you would." our mom said "grandma also said that- THE COOKIES!" I shouted "grandma said the cookies?" rin asked as I ran in the kitchen to check on the cookies.

"You forgot to check the cookies, good thing they not burnt yet." I said as I was walking back to the table "oh sorry but what did grandma say?" rin asked, "well she said that if you feel secured while holding a man's handhold on to him because he can be your husband." I continued. "Grandma was poetic is she?" rin asked "I don't think that was her intention but I guess she is." I responded "well girls please clean up the mess in the kitchen after your done, and also clean the table please." our mom said while standing up from the table "sure mom goodnight." I gave her a kiss on the cheek and she walked to her room.

"I wonder what was the actual reason grandma said that to you. I mean if we look at it now I will admit I simp over someone si easily." rin said while we were cleaning up "I think it's because if she said that to you, you will forget because you have a bad brain." I answered "you mean bad memory right?" she asked, " you do know you need a brain first before you have memories right? and I think your brain is there but it's just.. bad." I said.