Chapter 5: Introduction

The time has come. I am finally gonna make an appearance to her as gay. Jacob told his friends that I am gay, he didn't tell them the truth, I told him not to. They waved for me to come, I prayed and walked straight to them.

She looked at me confused

"Didn't you try to hit on me last time we met?" I responded awkwardly

"Ummm, hey,... yeah", she continued but this time more intensely, "And now you are standing in front of me claiming you are gay?"

I didn't know what to respond, well i guess like they say cat got my tongue, but i still managed to get out a few words

"Umm, no,.. yes, I,..it was a bet to flirt with you" Oh shit i'm the worst liar, she would never believe that, but instead she smiled and said gently

"You did great then, I was about to crack and break my promise to stay single  you fooled me well".

Heck yes, I knew I could make any girl crack to my charms, i fucking whispered in her ear and flirted if it doesn't work i might have been dead, i feel so happy right now, so i said "Thanks".

She smiled and god damn how beautiful she looked, if only she knew what i was thinking "So tell me, what's your name, flirty guy?"

"Tyler" I answered, i feel so wrong, usually I am the one who talks a lot and flirt not the girl I'm with.

"Nice to meet you Tyler, I'm Heather". Heather what a beautiful name just like her gorgeous face.

"My mother's favourite flowers are heathers" I smirked and said "They're beautiful flowers, just like you" and then i noticed what i said, like i flirted with her so I tried to fix it "And you" I pointed my finger at one of her gay friends. To convince them that i am actually intrested in guys.

We talked for some time and when we were about to leave I stopped them

"Hey, look, can you please not tell anyone that i am gay? I still haven't come out yet"

Heather then approaches me and holds my hand. Her hand is so soft like I'm touching a new pillow made out of cotton, when u hold a girl's hand I kiss her next, now i feel like kissing her, her lips seems so soft, I wanna taste them, but I can't cause guess what, I am gay now.

"You don't have to be ashamed of who you are, we don't judge other people in this school, all my gay friends were afraid to come out, but look at them now they are more than fine."

Even when I am not gay, i felt like coming out, she has such kindness in her voice, but now I have to say something so here I go "I know, but I don't have the courage now, maybe some day I will, but now promise me you'll keep it a secret."

She comforts me "All of us, will keep your secret until you're ready, don't worry, your secret is safe with us".

In this moment i felt bad for lying to her, she doesn't deserve this, she has so much kindness is her heart, but I can't back up now, I'm in the middle of all this mess, and I can't get out of it.