Chapter 5 - The Family Secret

Following how the day started to how it ended I mean it was totally opposite I mean it's like walking in fire to be swimming in the most calmest deep blue waters on earth I still can't believe it I finally grew a pair and told my crush how I actually felt and it actually turned out in my favour.

I mean this must be how superman feels after saving a skyscrapers full of people while carry a bus full of people on the other hand but I was getting ahead of my self this doesn't mean that everything is gonna be roses and candy there's still a lot involved in a relationship especially when it come to maintaining that level of expectation and all those stuff... SIIIIIIIIIIIKE! we known each other since like forever now she knows I'm fully certified for the crazies. But still I can't just do whatever and how ever now that I've put things in motion I gotta grow up, hmmmmm yeeea let's see how that part goes.

So as I make my way down for my dinner I met mom as she was going to make that famous shout for me to get down here NOOW, lol if I had spotted her a few seconds before I would hide in the living room and popped up as she finished I knew I would have something awesome to say I mean come on its me, she saw me and smiled at me and turned back into the dining area I knew something was up I could feel it in the air as I walked in I saw everybody in the room looking at me with a little smile on there faces even dad was home, I didn't even hear when he came in but to I was feeling they could have dropped a nuke beside me and I wouldn't have noticed.

I smiled and welcomed him home because usually he has to be working over time to get things settled at work with this new deal they landed so it was nice to have the gang here at dinner, and without even a warning I heard him go fully Jamaican "Mi hear seh you tun big gyalis yah Anthony tings a gwan fi you" (I heard that your a ladies man now Anthony good things going on for you).

I smiled and held down my head as to hide the smile, then everybody started to get all excited like it's the world cup or something, my brother which was sitting beside me locked in my head and did his morning ritual, then I heard my dad telling saying "come on timothy you can't mess up his hair like that he has to stay fresh for the ladies come on you know what it's like" I gave dad the look and rolled my eyes 🙄, ahh y'all can have have your fun come on let it out and yes they did it went on for awhile I just continued to eat my dinner and absorb the shots until they ran out of ammunition, then I heard my mom give "come on now guys let Anthony enjoy his dinner I think it's time we let him relax his jaw now that much smoking has got to hurt",.

I saw her and dad do a lil fist bump I was like really now you guys acting like didn't have any game and its some kind of miracle now, and before I could finish I heard my bro give out of course you have game what do u think the Ps4 you have is called it's not just a Ps4 console it's a Ps4 gaming console. We all cracked a smile even me, I had to that was a good one then I saw mom looking at just smiling so I asked what wrong mom "oh nothing I was just relieved that you finally made a move I mean you two have know each other from forever ago I was wondering how long where you going to take and it wasn't like my eye caught you two walking all coupled up coming from school today and she may or may not have gave you a kiss a ran into her house".

And once again they got ammunition but this time my mom was the black market dealer 😔 they all went all out on this one dad and mom was talking in Jamaican my bro was trying lol failing is more like it, so I was like yuh knw seh unuh a act like clown inno a bait unuh a bait me up inno, (you guys are acting silly why are acting like I'm a child) who told me to join the jamaican train it's like I saw them running out of ammo and gave them more, 😩 after they were done we all had a lil chat and me and bro did the dishes and after that he went to his room and mom went upstairs she said she was tired she wasn't used to so much excitement in one day I looked at dad and shook my head, they both laughed and me and dad went in the living room to chill and watch a movie.

I mean it's been awhile because of the work load he had now, so I asked him how comes you came home so early today he said " I think I was the one getting old here but looks like we day need to reconsider that remember we had planned to watch this movie a few weeks ago so I told the guys I was leaving early today I got a movie night with you and they said it's all good I should go and have some fun with the fam tonight and yup tonight was definitely fun thank you sir" and cracked a smile and replied your welcome sir and you can send your payment to the regular account thank you very much we both laughed and continued to enjoy the movie.

Some time passes as we were near the ending my dad turns to me and says "So your birthday is coming up huh your finally gonna turn a grown man and with a nice girlfriend too" and cracks a smile, and I said are we still on that topic thought you guys ran out of ammunition already he was like "nope even when bullets are finished we still be rocks to use, but for real now things might no not might things are going to start to change for you more than others and it's going to require a little more control for you" I stopped him in his tracks, like seriously dad I know how you said that turning sixteen for you was a wild time for you with the ladies although your were moving steadily before that come on dad that ain't gonna be a problem.

he looked at me and said " nah it ain't anything like that it's it's, you're mom is way better at this than me but just know that I'm not saying you're not going to still be able to have fun but you're going to have to be able to control your self more and we all know you have a temper and, you know what just forget I said anything champ it's time for bed anyways and close your window it's a full moon tonight it might blow a lil chilly tonight" I was like huuuuh oook and went off to bed after brushing my teeth.

While I was sleeping I was having this weird dream as if I was in the forest kind of walking but I was lower to the ground and my vision was some what different and I started to move faster and faster as I moved I could see paws so I guess that's why I was lower to the ground and I was wondering what kind of freaky dream is this work some kind of animal running in the woods wtf is going on here.

And as this weird dream continues I could see places I've been me sam and amanda there was even a lil pond where fresh water runs and the animal stopped and started to drink some of that water but after it was staring at the water like it knew I was watching it then the clouds moved out the moons way and I saw that it was a wolf a blue eyed grayed wolf I mean it's not uncommon round here but u hardly hear people say they've seen one mostly because there deep up in the hills and nobody really ventures that far in, so as the moon get's brighter it starts to howl or whatever it is that wolf's do then turns and speeds off until it starts to go into places in very familiar with its like it was in the tracks we walked to go home after me and gang used to go in the woods at our fort.

I started to panic I could hear my heart beating faster and louder as the tracks the wolf was taking started to take it closer and closer to where in living until I could see my house in the distance my heart went into over drive and as came closer and closer I could start to see my window that my dad told me to close that same window my mom keeps telling me to close every night and I ignored doing so.

By this point I was like 🤬 I'm about to die just as things were starting to get better suddenly the wolf was near the house and I saw it make a big jump up on the landing near to my brothers room I was like oh okay I ain't gonna die first and it's like it hear what I was thinking and turned and look at my open window and slowly moved towards it while growling as it came closer and by this I could feel my soul leaving my body waving good bye and telling me "it was nice knowing you anothony but this is where we part ways and go our separate ways".

And I could feel my heart going a solid 500 miles per hour easily and as it was about to reach the window I heard mom's voice getting louder and louder and she started to shake me them just like that my soul was back in my body where is was supposed to be not chicking out and leaving me behind and as I came too I was soaking wet my pillows were on the floor my bed was a mess, well more tha  usual while I was looking arou d shocked she was there calming me down telling me it was only a bad dream but the only thought that was in my head is WHAT THA FUCK JUST HAPPENED.....