Seventeen

"What the fuck was he thinking?"

He kept on walking. It seemed as though he was going to go insane. That was what seemed to be happening to him.  He saw nothing odd about it. No! Twas odd of course. He shouldn't feel that way. No! He should. 

That was how confused he was. He didn't know why he felt that sad, bitter and violated. He was feeling like he owned the lady and should be the only one who should have an access to her. That should be some truth though but he wasn't sure if he was making real sense. 

His heart ache heavily and it seemed as though he was hurting himself more than he was helping. Was he even helping. Yup! He tried to help. By leaving there. If he hadn't left that place, he probably would had done what he wasn't supposed to do and that probably would had led to what would be suicidal or he might regret at the latter days. He didn't want that. 

But was Jimin stupid? It really seemed odd to him. Why would he had left the two of them at his house to come all the way to the back of Ninny's tomb to fuck lady. The same lady he had fucked. How crazy!

No! The crazy aspect was not the fact he had fucked the lady that he had too,but the fact that he left them at his house to come and do that. That meant that he had no regard for them. His hatred mounted to another level. 

He hated the concept of becoming an elder brother and he was nauseated more. He felt like he should puke on the thoughts. He didn't know why the so called elder brothers feel like they were better than their younger ones and could toss them wherever they wanted. That was some dimwitted shit of course. 

He felt like returning to the place. Returning to the hut of the lady. He wanted to tell Jimin that he wasn't wise enough and didn't know what he was doing if he had lied to him that he did. 

He turned and began to work towards the hut. He knew that he wouldn't regret it. He didn't seem to know what regret did mean anymore. What was there to regret. Speaking of regret in that context, Jimin should be the culprit not himself. 

He was few steps away from the hut. He wanted to pick a twig he saw by the way. He didn't know what he would possibly do with it. He felt like picking it up. He would of course figure out what to do with it when the time did drag by. 

He bent and picked it. He then continued walking towards the place. He walked few steps and got to the mouth of the hut. Even the door. 

He wanted to step in. He didn't know if that was the best idea. He didn't open the door, he overheard what those who were in were saying. 

"You're such a ruthless lady."

He didn't know whose voice that was, but he knew that twasnt the lady's. It should be for Jimin or Tzu. No! Jimin of course. It was quite difficult for him at that moment to say who was speaking or not at that moment. The door had chopped the texture and tone of the voice that he had lost track of the persons of the voice. 

"I choose whoever I want and I'm so lucky that they choose me too. What do I do? Send them away? Oh! They are always as helpless as you were the very first time you saw him. If I had been loyal to that man too, I wouldn't had allowed your dick all over my face."

He heard the lady chuckle. He seemed to be understanding what was happening but it still wasn't making a sense to him. He wished he could understand a little bit of what she was saying. He could but he didn't want to make his own meaning of it. He simply wanted to dwell on the intention of the speaker. Whether odd or good. 

He wanted to start his judgement but he wouldn't simply do that at that moment. He needed time to process it of course. But he wouldn't judge at that moment. He was yet to gather more than enough facts. He needed more. What kinda judge would he be if he were to judge by just the few things he had heard. He listened closely again. 

"If I had known that you had a man, I wouldn't had gone into you. I wouldn't had sex you. Nope! I thought you are a mere slut. Yea! Like some slut with no shame and sense of guilt."

Oh my! That was way too much and insulting. The fuck! Ja Lia could say at that moment that the person who had been speaking with the Nymph was Jimin. He was the one who was that lousy and could easily bring faults out in people and make them seem as though they were the worst things that ever happened to the whole of humanity. How super shitty that was. 

At the insult Jimin sewed for the lady, the twig in his hand dropped. It made a sound of course, because he dropped on a metal which was few steps away from where he was standing. He heard the people inside stopped talking. He thought that the twigs that dropped had made them feel like someone was outside. If that was the case, of course be should hide himself. 

But he was disappointed. The lady chuckled again. He could discern scoffs from chuckles even without seeing the person who was wielding the arts. 

He had no idea what was so funny to the lady. Who would laugh at that Jimin had said? What lady in her right mind would laugh to such an insult? He had never seen one and doubted if he would ever see. Except the Nymph though. 

Probably she didn't understand anything about what 'slut' meant. He remembered when he has called a lady that same thing after having an argument with her over commitment which he wasn't ready for. After calling her that, she was so mad that she burnt half of the robes he had and left for them never to meet again. And at same word had the Nymph chucked. 

Also, the Nymph seemed to beginning to be a little bit of a faker skin lately. She didn't act to him like she was acting to Jimin. Probably she was the mistress of several arts, or she only would do whatever seemed best to her. That was her problems though.

Ja Lia felt like leaving there but he knew that he could never do that. He needed to get to the route of the matter. He needed to figure out what was really happening. He wanted to know who was at fault and who was being painted evil. If be was able to figure that out, the remaining things would be cakewalks for him and then he would be able to leave them in peace. That was if he had a peace to give.