Chapter Thirty

I woke up like I usually do and get a shower and brush my teeth again, do my daily routine including some make up, putting my hair in a braid I decided to wear some ripped jeans a t shirt and some sneakers today. It is my birthday today, so I do not know what is going on with the boys. When I go downstairs there is not anyone here, strange. I go to their rooms and they are all gone. Their stuff is still here just they are not. No note no text nothing just not here. Why wouldn't they tell me? Do they even know they left me behind? Of course, they know silly girl. I grab my phone and call Hwa and after several rings nobody picks up. I call Sannie still after several rings no answer. Strange. What is going on? I text the group chat and ask if everyone is okay and where they are, and nothing. I decide to put a blanket, my sketchbook and a pencil in my backpack and go to the Park and do some drawing. Since I am apparently going to be alone for my birthday why not right? It is a very strange feeling being all alone after being with these guys for this long. It is too quiet. I put in both of my headphones, lay down the blanket and continue start to draw. I do not know how long I am there, but I feel my stomach rumbling and grab the blanket and decide to go back to the house satisfied with my drawings. When I get back there still is not anyone at the house. I check my phone and nothing. I send a selfie of me pouting to the group chat Are you guys coming back soon? I start making some lunch and make enough for the guys and still no message back. What are they doing? After eating, putting up the extras I made for everyone else and cleaning up everything I brushed my teeth and heard my phone ringing. I look at it and smile "Hello?" "AHHHH HIRAMIIII HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!!!!" I hear on the other end in various screaming on facetime. Pentagon. What a mess. I laugh a bit as they start singing happy birthday to me. After they are done screaming and doing random things (Changgu's birthday YouTube anyone?) "How has your birthday been so far?" Shinwon asks with the others surrounding the camera with big smiles. I smile back at them "To be honest I am all by myself...I went to the park earlier as I have been showing you guys with my selfies that you have requested and drew some. I can show you guys when you get back home" They smile but then look a little sad "Where are the boys at? Why are you alone?" They ask. I look down "I don't know, I am sure they just forgot or something or had something to do. I do not know but I am sure they will be back later. How are the concerts and fan meetings going? Japan cool?" I ask knowing Yuto would pop up and get all excited with me. At the mention of his homeland Yuto pops up and starts talking about random things that they have been doing "Oh Hirami I have been taking photos of us by some Sakura trees for you, I know we can get them in Korea but I know you love them! I will send them later today after our fan meeting okay?!" He said to me smiling, he is so adorable. "Ah Hirami we have to go! Happy birthday I hope it gets better for you! Remember PENTAGON loves you!!" He says throwing hearts to me I caught them all from all of them as we waved and said our goodbyes and hung up. I decided I would go to the mall and go shopping for Yeosangs birthday and come back and wrap his presents when I got back if the boys were not back yet. Just makes me so salty because Hwa scolded me last night about not telling him where I went with Yunho and when we will be back and then today absolutely nothing like we are okay like what kind of garbage is that? I grab my purse and leave for the mall. I get there and find a store for drone's and get him one, the others were getting him attachments for it, so I just got the drone. I also passed by a skateboard store and saw some cool stuff in there including one that had some cool designs on it. I get that too and stop and get myself some tea and head back to the house. By the time I got back to the house it was dark. I had bought some wrapping paper earlier in the week. I got it out and went into my room playing some music trying not to cry at the amount of loneliness I felt being so alone all day with the boys not responding to me. I made it through wrapping the drone and a good bit of the skateboard before I fell to pieces. Crying all over the wrapping paper but still getting the gift wrapped. After getting it wrapped, I go to the bathroom and clean off my makeup and grab my phone and earbuds and go back to the park with the blanket. Once at the park I lay down the blanket and just sit down and before long I am sobbing again. Thankful that not too many people are on the beach. I do not know how long I am out there just looking into the darkness of the Hann River wondering why the guys would make me just be all by myself all of a sudden when my phone starts to ring. Looking at the caller idea I scoff at it sniffling I walk back to the house with the blanket in tow. I walk through the door and see all the guys who look a little worried since it is late, and I did not pick up my phone. I take off my shoes and walk right past them not saying anything. San grabs my arm making me stop but I do not want to look at them, I will start crying again. "Rami...what's wrong?" he asks sounding heart broken. I take a deep breath "Today was my birthday and none of you could even bother to text me or call me to let me not feel so alone today, so let me go. I am going to bed and maybe I will feel better tomorrow." San lets go of my arm and I just walk off into my room shutting the door and sliding down against it sobbing some more.

San POV

Today was her birthday? Why didn't I know? Why didn't anyone? "Did anyone know?" I ask Hong Joong and Seonghwa slap their face "I completely forgot and we even didn't ever check our phones at all" I frown "Well shit" Mingi says which makes Seonghwa slap him against the back of his head "What do we do now?" We hear muffled crying in Hirami's direction. I go upstairs and knock on her door. "Rami? Its San..." as hopeful as I can. I hear her sniffling and breathing heavy "What do you want" she says through hiccups. "We are really sorry. Truly. What can we do to make it up to you?" "Reverse time" She says angrily "well I guess we deserve it." She gets up and I can hear the shower turn on and then I hear nothing else. I go downstairs and Hong Joong and Seonghwa form a plan then we all get ready for sleep and prepare for the next day and hope that Hirami will talk to us tomorrow.

End of San Pov