(Pt.1) Ch.2: “We Got This...”

Monday

3:21 am, Sept 7

•Since it was a holiday camil couldn't go on her first day of school which of course she was nervous about so instead of sitting in her room all day, she decided to listen to bts and finish organizing her room.

Camil: why isn't my phone working, all I want to do is just relax, listen to music and calm down, and I can't even do that! Ugghhhh! Is this what it's like when your moving to a whole brand-new place?

Camil dad: why are you yelling? What's wrong?

Camil mom: "she probably can't listen to her bts boys" she said sarcastically

Camil: bts boys??? There more than that you know, if you actually get to know them and listen to what they do for the world you would understand why we love them

Camil: mhmm later honey I got to finish setting your brother and sisters up for their school

Camil: well then if I can't listen to my music then I can't concentrate and do what I got to do

Camil mom: well I don't know what to tell you, if you're that bored go outside and make some friends

•When camil heard those words came out of her mom's mouth all she could think and ask herself "how was that even possible?"

Camil: I can't do that! I don't even know how to do that... I'm a lone wolf and will always be a lone wolf... I can't even walk outside the house without feeling like I'm walking like a Skeleton dancing ...I can't do that mom!!!

•Camil dad and mom starts looking at their daughter as if something was wrong with her head thinking how can a child be so in her... what's the word? Oh yeah, in her headspace. But they didn't say that though because they knew she was just exaggerating

Camil dad: you can't take Sadie (their dog/ aka her only best friend) out for a walk? You can do that; I mean she is your friend right?

•Camil knew that the way they were looking at her that they thought she was crazy and wouldn't understand her but that was okay with her because she was used to that. So that was when she said...

Camil: Sure! I can do that dad I'll be home by 6. I'll be getting myself some McDonalds along the way, so you don't have to worry about me having dinner ok.

Camil dad: okay, don't forget to tell your mom or she will start yelling at everybody haha

Camil: haha okay I'll see you later, love you

Camil dad: love you, see you when you get back

Camil: "hey mom I'm going out I'll be back around 6 and I'm grabbing food, so you won't have to worry about me having dinner!" she yelled as she was getting Sadie

Camil mom: ok baby! don't be late we still have to go over your schedule for tomorrow at your new school!

•Camil almost forgot all about school, she guessed it on the fact she was having a whole breakdown in her mind that she forgot everything else

Camil: "okay, bye love you!" she said walking out the door

4:56 pm

Camil: Sadie what do you think of this place? I mean yea it has nice houses, really nice houses...

Camil: I know I know... but what if it ends up being like last time. Us having to move all over again... I just hope this will be our last move or at least get to stay until I graduate here

Camil: yea? I guess you're right, I should just stop overthinking about this, this could be an opportunity for a new start for me

Camil: how lucky am I to have a best friend like you... maybe mom is right, I should try to meet new friends... what you think sa-

•Camil stopped to see a flier on a glass window offering free anonymous piano teaching lessons. And all she could think about was how that was just what she needed, just a new opportunity to try something new

Camil: could this be Sadie? Wow and wasn't I just saying how I needed something just like th- omg! What the

Camil: what was that!

•Just as she was reading the sign a boy came up to the window and started stamping more fliers which startled her

Camil: "If you have seen Cameron jones please let him know that we will be replacing him?" Who is he? and why would they replace him...?

Camil: wait. Didn't they say the teaching were anonymous Sadie...? Oh, I see... this place is a scam... wow just as I thought that this could be something... lets go Sadie

Camil: omg its already 5:15! We need to go eat Sadie. At least food will help cheer us up right?

6:09 pm

Camil: I know I know I'm late I'm late, but you won't know what I just saw at this shop down there, so there was this flier that said free piano lessons and I thought that I could use this as a new start for me but then it turned out it was a scam, which is a long story but yea, already into the neighborhood I found my first scammy store! Could you believe it?!

Camil mom: ...

Camil dad: ... you should've been here at least like 10 minutes ago, and look its already dark, do you know what could've happened out there, bad enough you're already ranting about a shop being a scam

Camil mom: calm down ok it was her first day out in the neighborhood and her first real big move, she was just getting in the hang of it ok?

Camil dad: ... just don't... don't do it again ok?

Camil: yes father, I'm sorry...

Brother: ooouuu you got in trouuubbblee haha

Camil: "yep" she said shutting her door in his face quietly

•Camil was used to being yelled out by her parents and how strict they were at times but that doesn't mean that she doesn't still get effected by it. And she wanted them to know that even though they might not understand her but at least look at things in her point of view... but that was when she realized they maybe no one would ever understand her like she does

Camil: why does everything have to be like this. Every single day. were happy, then we get triggered, have a breakdown, and end up being all smiley and laughing putting on a fake smile...

Camil: I think I'm at the point here I don't know what's fake and what's not anymore... besides does anybody know what's real and what's fake anymore? Or is that just me

Camil: you right it's probably just me...I am crazy anyway...right?

Camil: maybe things will get better overtime...

Tuesday

8.49 Sept.8

Sister #1: omg camil wake up! you know your late right! Mom is going to be so mad when she wakes up

Camil: wait wasn't she was supposed to wake me up... bro my alarm clock didn't even get here yet, it's with all the other stuff they didn't come by yet...

Sister #2: I woke her up and told her that you were still sleeping haha

Camil: why would you do that! Omg know what get out! get out! I'll just get ready and hopefully she won't have to yell at me. I had enough of that last night...

Camil mom: c'mon let's go! your already late for school you don't need to be anymore late

Camil: jeez mom you scared me!

Camil mom: well your scaring me if you don't hurry up, ugh were already making a bad impression on your school

Camil mom: oh, shoot your sisters and brot- oh wait... nvm there first day starts next week

Camil: "lucky..." she said under her breath

Camil mom: what you say? Know what it doesn't matter you just need to hurry up, I'm going to make breakfast, you got 10 minutes to get ready ok?

Camil: yea yea ok.... What should I even wear...?

Camil: knowhat it really doesn't matter, were just going to go with all black today, a hoodie and jeans and boots? Yep sounds about right, don't you think Sadie?

•As camil looks over at Sadie she realized that this will be her first time going to school late being the new student, which means to her that she would have all eyes staring at her

Camil: is this happening... I mean, me having to move all the way across the country, start school by being the late student, and not having an opportunity for me but instead almost getting scammed....I mean I knew this wasn't going to be easy but I didn't know it was going to be THIS hard either.

Brother: um, who are you talking to?

Camil: dude next time knock and not you so get out

Camil: oh, yea don't forget to shut the door on the way out

Brother: no

Camil: I know you didn't ju-

Camil: knowhat I don't even care, I don't have time to get triggered today. Lets just get through this day and we can come home and look at bts, sleep, eat..., now that sounds really nice

Camil mom: Lets goo, what are you doing?!

Camil: oh shoot! Ugh serves me right for being in my headspace

•She grabbed her boots and started putting them on as she was going up the stairs, wondering why they would have to go if they didn't even have breakfast yet

Camil: hey didn't you say you was making breakfast?

Camil mom: change of plans was going to stop at Starbucks and get some stuff there,

Now let's go children

Camil: wait they are coming too?? that's great, just great, this day couldn't get any better

Camil mom: c'mon get in the car guys were late enough as it is

9:15 am

Camil mom: you guys stay here, me and you sister are going to inside the building, and please don't do anything stupid

sister 2#: yes mommy, I would watch them for you

Brother: oh, shutup you get in trouble all the time. I will watch everybody

Sister 1#: well I beli-

Sister 2# shutup I already called dibs on it

Camil mom: BE QUIET! Were leaving and nobody is in charge, were not going to gone that long

•While everybody was yelling and ranting camil was staring at the school building and everybody outside knowing that this is the school she will be going to for now on and she only had one question, "how long will we stay here this time?"

Camil mom: ... hey baby? Are you ready?

Camil: I have no choice, do I?

Camil mom: Nope. Not really

•As camil got out the car she felt this breeze that made her feel like that this place was really going to be different, but she didn't how much of that difference will be affecting her. She just knew that if she doesn't make this first step, she won't get anywhere then she heard this voice in her, "we got this".

Cami:l: ... well let's do this