Chapter XIII : "Point of View: Mayim"
Mayim's POV
As soon as Lynne got out I stood up and looked a the clothes she gave me
"Wow these are nice and comfy. It is also my size, how did he know?? Maybe he is just good at it. Well my head really hurts so maybe a nice warm shower will loosen it up"
I opened the door of the bathroom and there I see elegancy, his bathroom is much bigger than my living room, like wow. All the tiles, lights and other accessories are full of elegancy. The shower is pretty huge, and the hot water is real nice.
After an hour of just literally standing in the shower and also of course cleaned myself, I stepped out of the shower and looked at my face in the mirror above the sink. I combed my hair, and blow dried it. After that I steeped out of the bathroom and put on the clothes that Lynne gave me. After that I check my bag and also my phone if there are any messages I receive of any phone calls I missed.
I tried to remember what really happened last night but all I remember is Jim kissing my forehead and I slept. Wait why did he do that?? But it felt good an I don't know why. Well I laid down then I heard a knock.
"Come in"
"Goodmorning miss Mayim, breakfast is ready. Mr. Parsons is waiting for you downstairs" Lynne said
"Ohhh really ok I will be there" I said
"Well let me escort you to downstairs" Lynne said
"oh no its ok, I will be there, and I am ok you don't need to escort me"
"Mr. Parsons insisted that I should escort you. And maam the house is big, you will get lost if you don't know the halls here"
"Oh ok if he insist"
Well she has a point like base on my room where I am staying right now, this is real big and obviously the house is also real big. And yeah I may got lost and enter a room that I should not enter. Well I followed her, and as soon I reached the outside of my room the house is real big, and downstairs there are a lot of maids, and the celling are detailed and high. This house is worth millions, well I should not be shocked cause Jim Parsons is the owner of this. So as soon I step outside I saw Jim preparing in a some kind of spot, I just cant describe it and his backyard is like big, like real big.
"Mr. Parsons, miss Mayim is here" Lynne said
"Oh great, thank you for escorting her" Jim replied
"It was a great pleasure escorting her, and now I will leave you both. Bye Mr. Parsons and Miss Mayim" Lynne replied
"Thanks Lynne" Jim said
Lynne is such a dearie, no wonder Jim let her be in charge of his mansion
"Thank you Lynne" I said
After that Lynne left...
"Goodmorning Mayim, please sit down" Jim said
He as a bright smile and he is real handsome today and last nigh too, I never got to look him this way only when we do the scene in the last episode of The Big Bang Theory season 3. But the way he smiled is just so bright and full of happiness. Kaley told me that he never had seen Jim in a bright smile since he got the role of being Sheldon Cooper, she told me that after I did a scene with Jim and Jim smiled at me, saying I did a good job.
"Oh, Goodmorning Jim, thank you for preparing this and I can assume that you cooked this meal??"
"Ohh how did you know??"
"Well your still wearing your apron"
Well he also looks dumb sometimes hehehe
"Oh, oh hahaha I forgot to take this off"
We both sat in opposite seat
"Jim first of all I wanna say-"
"Mayim don't worry about it, what's important is you had fun last night, and you are safe"
"But I just wanna say thank you and I'm sorry for the trouble I have caused you"
"Oh no no no, don't worry about it, you didn't cause me trouble. I was real happy that you are awake now"
He is real sweet and it made me smile. I kept on complimenting him in my mind, but I really still don't know what I felt towards him
"Well we should start eating, you need to finish your soup cause this will help you from your hangover" Jim said
"Thank you!!" I replied
We both started eating and this soup is the most delicious soup I have ever tasted
"Oh I also wanted to say sorry, about barging in your room and getting out of the bathroom half naked" Jim said
He is super straight forward and it made me choke my food
*cough-cough*
"Mayim are you okay??" Jim asked
"Yes yes I am fine" I replied
"Oh, but yeah I am so sorry that I barge in your room and got out of shower half-"
"No no its ok, I should be thanking you for letting me stay"
"Well that was not a problem"
He was real sweet and real straightforward, he is a real man with a brave heart. Urghhhh why am I saying this in my head??
"Mayim, since you are here, and for sure you cant leave yet, may I take for a walk?? Just around my place"
"Well how can I say No to my savior from danger last night??" I said
"Oh hehehe everyone would do what I did last night" Jim replied
"Well I can assure you not all men, well are you gonna take me for a walk or are we just gonna chat" I said
"Come on miss Mayim" Jim said and chuckle a little
Jim take me to stroll around his place and it made my heart beat faster. I really dont know why, but my palm is sweating and I am nervous. And base on my knowledge on how the brain works and how emotions work, I think I might be inlove with Jim. But there is no chance he is gonna like me thou so whats the point.
"Jim can I ask you something??" I said
"Well sure anything" Jim replied
"Have you ever had a girlfriend?? Cause base on your outer appearance, generosity, and having a gentlemen trait, all girls will go crazy for you"
I was real curious
"Well I never had a girlfriend, to tell you honestly a lot of celeb wanna date or even hook up with me, but I just reject them all"
"Ohhh really, so are you a virgin??" I asked
"Mayim its my turn to ask" Jim replied
"Oh yeah ok"
"How are you and Mark related??" Jim asked
"Well Mark is one of my best friend, but we met because of Chloe. Chloe was my first best friend, but mark was the best friend I am with throughout the years of being a grad student. He was always beside me through rough time and good times. A lot of people assumed us both as a couple, but 'no' we both are just friends"
"Ohhhh so do you like him??" Jim asked
Wait why is he so curious about Mark??
"Jim its my turn to ask" I said
"Oh yeah hahahaha ok"
"So are you a virgin??" I asked
I was really curious because he mentioned he never had been inlove and never had a girlfriend
"Mayim of course I am not, I had sex with some celebs, I cant tell you their names cause it was just a hook up, I never dated anyone and never been inlove. Until now....." Jim said
"Wait what do you mean until now??"
Wait is he inlove with someone?? I was real right that I as real out of his league, he is too perfect. He has the wealth, the attitude of an ideal boyfriend, and he is a pure gentlemen. In his side, he can prove that chivalry is still not dead. OK I will say to my self that I like Jim, I like him a lot, I think I fell for him last night at the bar. And I even fell for him even more when he taked care of me.
"Mayim its my turn"
"Oh sorry I keep on forgetting hehehehe" I said
"Do you like Mark?"
"Well I liked him as a friend, but never had an interest in him. I admire his careness for me, but I never had liked him"
"Oh ok, I have last question but you first"
"So you are inlove in this current state, who is she?? if you cant name her can you atleast tell me why do you like her??" I asked
"Well of course I cant tell who she is, but she is my first love and my last. I am the type of guy that just don't want a lot of ladies to love, if a lady real stole my heart then she is the one. In my 30 years of existence this is the age I fell inlove with someone. I don't know why this girl made me fall for her, but I was inlove with her in first sight. She is a feisty but sweet, caring and bossy girl. I don't know how she made me fall inlove to her, but it sure felt great, she is so beautiful, her eyes are like paradise that I just wanna stare for a long time, and her lips are like cherry blossoms" Jim said
The way he describe is just so nice, he really do love her, she is so lucky to have Jim. I wish I was her, Jim is a real ideal boyfriend and everyone would want him. I was hurt on the way he describe her, it made me hopeless and down, but I don't want to let Jim see me in a down state. I knew it, I wouldn't have any chance of him, I am way out of his league, like way out.
"Wow she is so lucky to be like by a guy like you, I am happy for you Jim!!" I said, but deep inside my heart hurts
"Now my last question, have Mark courted you??" Jim asked
"Well yes, and I know he like me until now, but every time he wanna hit me with that love of his I will just remind him, that the only love that I can gave him is friendship, and there is nothing can destroy that" I replied
"Well I have heard and knew a lot about you Mayim and it was great" he said, his voice is so elegant
"It was also great knowing more about you, well I didn't knew who the girl was but I know you will tell me someday, and maybe you even wanna make a bridge to your love story hahahahaha" I jokingly said
We both continued to walk and laugh until we both reached the pool area, which is near the house already
"Mayim can I ask you one last question??" Jim said
"Yeah sure what is it??" I asked
"Can you swim??"
"Yeah wh-"
Jim grabbed me to the pool with him and we both fell in there and are really wet. We formed an eye contact and we are so close. Our faces are inches apart, and my heart is just like beating 100 mph, like really. I can even feel the his breath like urghhhhhhh, he is killing me. Suddenly Jim leaned closer to me, both of their faces are inch closer, my heart is like really beating fast, I can feel it. Jim leaned much closer and whispered
"Can I see you again??"
"Well of course Mr. Parsons" I whispered back, not letting him know that I w nervous
"When you cook for me again maybe we can hangout in my place" I added
"Well I will surely cook for you" Jim whispered back and chuckled
"Well I am looking forward to it Mr. Parsons" I whispered back and also chuckled
We both are just inches away, I really want to kiss him. I can confirm that I really like him and wanna be with him, but I was too late, he already like someone. If he's happy then I am also happy. Few minutes later
"Ehrrrrmmm"
We both looked away from each other and saw
"Kaley!" I said, I was so shooked
"Johnny!" Jim added
"Well I can see you both are soaked in your clothes" Kaley said
"How long have you both been here??" Jim asked
"Well just long enough to see both of your romance" Johnny said
"Oh-uh-uh" I said, this is real awkward I can tell
Jim and I both looked at each other in embarrassment, but there is nothing going on between us, well for starters he like another woman, and there is nothing I can do about that
"No that was just nothing, we were just having fun" Jim said
"Fun huh??" Kaley said
"Well I am glad you both made a bond, and I am also glad to see you safe Mayim. You both get out of there now here are some towels, we bought some clothes to Mayim and food for us" Johnny said
Johnny is such a dad to us, and to the rest of the cast. He even have extra shirts in his dressing room to let Jim, Kunal, and Simon to borrow. Like he is a real dad hahaha
"Oh Ok thank you Johnny" I replied
Jim and I swam to the edge and got out of the pool, Johnny handed us towels. Jim stood near me and wrapped an extra towel around me, gosh he is killing me.
"Oh Jim I can do that" I said
"Well Mayim I should do this for you because I can feel that your cold, and besides I was the on who pulled you in the pool with me" Jim said
And just by that statement it made my heart melt
"Oh that was nothing, I enjoyed it as much as you do" I said
"Oh really?? well I am glad you enjoyed it, dry yourself off now" Jim said
"Will do sir" I responded, and I still believe chivalry is still not dead to Jim, he is such a gentlemen
When Jim already wrapped the towel around me, he walked from a distance from them and starts to take his shirt off, and also take his pants off, now he is just in his boxer shorts. And I am feeling real hot. He is really killing me, he is so hot, and I cant even believe he can take off his shirt from a distance of where we are standing. But he has a nice bod, so there will be no problem for that.
"Johnny can you please pass that towel to me??"
"OK sure here you go pal" Johnny walked to him
And he is just standing there just effortlessly making my heart melt, I wanna look away but my heart is controlling me now. They both are saying something to each other, I cant here it lol. Kaley said told me
"Jim is always shirtless whenever his clothes are wet, he even took his shirt off once in set because a staff poured water on him, like a lot. He taked his shirt off without even caring what people say, so he is just like that"
"Ohh, well its ok like he has a nice body, he shouldn't be ashamed of anything" I said
"Well yeah but still a lot of girls want him and use me to go near him, me and Jim are friends since the fist season and a lot of girl celeb knows that, and like it make me sick when they want to use me to get close to Jim. Jim doesn't really talk to woman a lot, he rejects them. He is a true Iron Man"
"Oh hahahaha, yeah he mentioned to me he rejected a lot of celebs" I replied
Jim walked back to us and said
"Um should we go inside, cause its hot here outside, the sun in LA shine bright"
"Well Mr. Parsons you do work out huh?" Kaley said
"Ohhh hahaha, come on lets go inside, I think Mayim is cold, come one now guys" Jim said
Then we all headed inside
"So I will be taking Mayim from here, I will be drying her off and be ready for lunch" Kaley said
"Oh ok that is nice Kaley" Jim said
"What guess room did you let her sleep??" Kaley asked
"Oh in the suite guestroom" Jim said
"Oh ok, wait in the suite??"
"Yeah, you know where it is right??"
"Yeah, yeah, ok I will be taking care of this princess right here. Come on Mayim lets get you dressed"
"See you later Jim" I said
"See you too Mayim" Jim said and smiled
His smile really made me blush, he has the nicest smile I have ever seen. A soft, pure, gentle and manly smile. He is so perfect
Kaley grabbed me and we headed upstairs to fix myself. As we enter the room
"Wow I only got here twice, this is the most exclusive room here in his house. And your so lucky to sleep here" Kaley said
"Really?? I didn't realize that, but this room is really elegant and classy" I responded
"Of course this is his suite guest room, even I would do everything to him just so to spend a night here"
"Wow well that is so..."
"But I don't know why he let you sleep here, hmmmm"
"Well Jim is a nice guys"
"I already know that. Wait where did you get that clothes your wearing right now?? You didn't go home didn't you??" Kaley asked
"Of course I didn't, Lynne handed this to me when I was awake, she said that Jim bought this" I replied
"Really????"
*knock knock*
"Come in" Kaley said
"Hi ladies, I am so sorry to barge in but I need to be in the shower and the only shower that the hot water is not broken is in this room" Jim said
"Yeah sure you can use the shower" I said
"Thank you Mayim" Jim said
Oh My Gosh, he is really killing me. His abs are just so perfect, and he is really physically fit, now I am jealous of the girl he likes. I wish I was her...
A few minutes later
*closed the bathroom door*
"Well ladies thank you for letting me use the shower, and Kaley take care of Mayim ok, and Mayim go take a shower" Jim said
"Yes sir" Kaley said
"Surely Jim" Mayim said
"That is good to hear, see you downstairs" Jim said and closed the door
He really melts my heart, I really like on how he cares for me so much. I want him to stop caring about me cause I know that I am way out of his league, but if he keeps on caring about me it makes my heart melt and like him more.
"Mayim go take a shower, I am gonna be preparing the clothes I picked from your apartment" Kaley said
"Wait how did you get into my apartment??" I asked
"Mayim dear do you forgot?? You gave me a spare key and also I have the passcode for your apartment" Kaley replied
"Ohhh hahaha I forgot, ok I am gonna go take a shower" I said
I got into the shower and soaked myself again, the hot water was too good. Unlike the ones in my apartment.
After a few minutes I stepped out of the bathroom. Kaley handed me the dress he wants me to wear for today. And I put it on......
"Mayim you look great, and I really picked out the nicest outfit I can get in your closet" Kaley said
"Well thank you and I only have few clothes ok" I said
"Yeah I know, and I am gonna take you out tomorrow, to go shopping!!" Kaley said
"Well Kaley you know I just got my first pay check" I replied
I wanna save my first paycheck so that I can buy a nice apartment
"Well I am gonna be treating you, I don't want you to have old clothes in your closet. So don't your worry, Kaley's got you cover" Kaley said
"Well that is so nice of you, but really Kaley I am ok with my clothes" I replied
"Well hold on there a second miss, I insist and I know your taste so I got you covered" Kaley said
"Well if you say so" I replied
Kaley is a joyful young lady, and we had been so close since the day I joined the table read.
"So now can I ask you something??" Kaley said
"I know what your gonna ask, about earlier. Kaley, earlier was just nothing, we both just have fun" I said
"Having fun?? when both of your face are inches apart"
"Well, uh-uh"
"Save it Mayim, you like Jim don't you??"
"No, of course not, him?? Why would I like him?? Like he is too"
"Too perfect?"
"Well-"
"Mayim I can see it in your eyes that you liked Jim"
Kaley is also quick witted, she is so observant. And if she smell something suspicious, she will never stop until se will know what's going on
"To tell you honestly, I don't know if I like him or not?? But I have this weird feeling in my heart, whenever I see him approaching me its like I am alive inside. When I see him smile at me, my heart melts. I just don't know, but there are also times that I think I am way out of his league"
"Mayim, I know what your feeling. Your getting insecure because you think Jim is too good for you, but what I see is that Jim is just perfect for you and you for him. Don't think like that girl"
"Well, I still cant say that I like him or not, cause there is also this feeling which is pulling me back. Telling me not to like him"
But what's the point of telling Kaley that I like Jim, like he already like someone. And besides if he didn't already liked someone I am way out of his league, like way way out. He is too perfect, he has everything, and I am just a geeky neuroscientist who is also an actress, imperfectly crafted. He deserves someone who is also like him. So whomever he liked, she is so lucky to have him.
"Well Mayim whatever that feeling is you can learn from it and eventually develop it. But whenever you need someone to lean I am always here for you" Kaley said
"Awwww, same to you" I replied
*Kaley's phone rang*
"Yo, what's up mooks" Kaley said
"Lunch is now ready, go to the porch, Jim and I are waiting for you both" Johnny said in the other line
"Oh ok, be right there" Kaley said
*Call ended*
"Mayim lets head out, Jim and Johnny is waiting for us" Kaley said
"Oh ok" Mayim said
We both walked out from the room and headed outside, in the porch
A few minutes later Kaley and I arrived at the porch, where Jim and Johnny is waiting for us
"Hi boys, well I am done fixing Mayim and now ready to eat" Kaley said
"Wow you looked nice Mayim, don't you agree Jim?" Johnny said
"Yeah, my girl Kaley really did a great job" Jim replied
I am blushing right now, hopefully he wont notice hehehehe
"Thank you" I sweetly said
"So shall we eat now?" Johnny said
"Yes, Mayim you will be seating beside Jim ok, and I will sitting beside Johnny" Kaley said
"Yeah that is a pretty good Idea right Jim?" Johnny asked
"Well-"
Before we could say anything Johnny let him sat in the chair, and Kaley grabbed me and let me sat beside Jim
"So we shall eat" Johnny said
I was so nervous sitting beside Jim, and Kaley is just smiling looking at the both of us
"Awwwww, our picture perfect Shamy, SheldonxAmy" Kaley said
"Awwww the most geeky couple in the show" Johnny added
"Hahahaha" Jim said and wrapped one of his shoulder in my back
"Well she is mine, I mean I as Sheldon declare that Amy Farrah Fowler is mine, and there is no one can steal her, and base on our Relationship Agreement, should treat her right" Jim added
"Ohhh, hehehehe, likewise" I responded
Wahhhh my inner self is screaming, he really said those nice words to me. I really wish he would say that as him not as Sheldon. But I only wish, it will never gonna happen. He is really melting me down. I was real nervous and I was real blushing that's why I only chuckled and responded "Likewise". I instantly regret it, I should've said a much longer words, or even a sentence. Urghhhh...
We all eat gracefully talking about what are we gonna do for the 4 months break before the shoot for season 4. After a few minutes of talking, I headed upstairs and packed my things up, cause I will be going home. As I walked out in the front door I saw Jim standing and holding the key for my car, I walked to him and as soon I was near him Johnny said
"Well me and Kaley are just gonna leave you both to talk"
"Yeah, Mayim we are just gonna be waiting for you" Kaley said
So Johnny and Kaley left me and Jim
"So can I visit you in your place sometimes?? Since we have 4 months before we get to start taping again" Jim said
"Well of course Jim you are always welcome in my place. And I will welcome you just like how you welcomed me in your Mansion. But the only difference is mine is not a mansion, so-" I said
"Mayim, I don't care if your place is not a Mansion like mine, I just wanna hangout with you. So do I get a deal"
"Well yes of course, I cant say no to my knight"
"Oh hahahaha, I will miss you" Jim said
"Awww I will miss you too buddy" Mayim said
"So are we now officially friends??" Jim asked
"Well of course Jim" Mayim replied
We both hugged each other. It really made my heart beat faster, and its ok with me if we are just friends. Atleast I can still see him and talk to him, and also see how happy he is. If he is happy then I also am.
"So sorry to interrupt you both but I just wanna inform Mr. Parsons here that I am gonna be taking Mayim shopping tomorrow so I need her to rest" Kaley said
"Oh, wait your gonna take Mayim shopping??" Jim asked
"Well of course Jim, I am gonna be taking her to my favorite boutiques in Beverly hills" Kaley said
"Oh is Johnny gonna come with you??" Jim asked
"Well I told him and he said he is only coming if you are gonna come" Kaley said
"Johnny!!" Jim shouted
"What is it pal??" Johnny asked
"Your gonna come with Kaley in her shopping with Mayim, if I come too?" Jim asked
"Yes pal, so are you coming??" Johnny asked
"Well ok I am coming, cause I know how crazy Kaley is when it comes to shopping" Jim said
He really melts my heart when he cares about me. If he's a boyfriend, he will belong to the ones who really go with their girlfriends just to look out for them.
"I thought you'd never say it" Johnny said and laughed
"So Imma be picking up you three tomorrow ok, at exactly 9 am" Jim said
"Why is it so early??" I asked
Like who goes shopping at 9 am??? its too early, I even shop rarely
"Oh hunny there are a lot of boutiques in Beverly hills so it will take time to buy" Kaley said
"I am gonna also let my security guard us" Jim said
"I will also bring mine" Kaley said
"Well I will not cause Jim has enough security for us three" Johnny said
"So I will be seeing you guys tomorrow" Jim said
"ok" we all said
"See you tomorrow Mayim" Jim said
"See you tomorrow Jim" I replied
Kaley, Johnny and I drove off. I was real happy to see him, ok I admit I like him but I dont even have a single chance of him liking him back. And he already liked someone, all I can promise is if he is happy with her then I am also happy for him.