Walking beneath the eart...

Chapter 66

“ bring in the documents for the new area that needs to undergo construction.”

Yacob nods leaving, I wanted to move out of my old home. It brought back memories I choose to not mention. I wasn’t sure if Nura was going to be happy about it but it’s starting to get to me. Every time I walk into that house I am reminded of what I’ve lost, stuff, moments I’ve taken for granted.

It’s not easy, Mutaq gone. The only worthy opponent I’ve had on this earth this far, it saddens me to think about what could’ve been of us if we weren’t always fighting. I question what the situation would’ve been if stuff went the right way. They would raise their new kid, have a few more…continue to be the people we need in our lives.

I don’t even know what im doing anymore. I'm not even sure if things are going the way they suppose to or is this a way of me paying for the sins I’ve committed in the past. But there’s this saying that keeps me afloat. Allah tests those whom he loves. ..