Chapter - 145 If we have sex right now

"Do you mind if we have sex right now?" He asks again, uh I don't feel comfortable with it, I still feel weird, it had been almost six months since David tried to rap* me but still, I don't want to have sex right now, I don't know how to say this to him.

"Do you really want to have sex?" I ask him again, I have never done sex with him ever and I wanna do it with him but not right now, he's still on top of me

"You don't want to? Right," he said as he went away from me and lie down beside me, from his voice he seems sad, I feel so bad that I make him sad, I am so sorry.

"Sorry," I said to him

"Don't worry, it's fine, I will wait forever for you, sex is not so important for me," he said again, I can see him turning himself towards me, his face is in front of me, he then runs his fingers in my hair

"The thing matters for me the most is you and your health and everything about you," he said with a smile on his face.

"We can still kiss though, kiss me all you want," I said to him