afraid of what?

Pov "michey

Left him in her room she wanted to be alone and I understood it I know it is not easy for her now she has just done something that she will never be able to forgive herself even if she did a right thing she is basically very sensitive as soon as I find myself in front of hers door I feel dizzy I put my hand on the door and knock and one I held my side it hurt I felt my hand wet so I take my hand off my hip and I see blood so much blood but I didn't care she was more important I had to be sure that he was fine.

Michey: I know Chetty you want to be alone but please I just want to know if you're okay you're not hurt right?

but she does not raise her voice louder Michey: fuck Chetty don't be a little girl you stop feeling bad what the fuck do you care about him and to your no you have to say nothing we would say it was just me but please open now so I see if you are okay please then I'll leave you in holy peace.

I feel the door open I see her she had tears in her eyes and she looked at me with hatred I felt like she was breaking me in two with her gaze.

Chetty: What do you want? I'm fine you see me I'm fine leave me alone I want to be alone I don't want you to buzz around me, do you understand? I don't know you as you know I'm sorry but so I don't want you to have all these problems okay for me? do me a favor go take a ride somewhere else i don't like you sticking to me i'm not used to these things i don't know anything about you and it's not true that i trust you i just said so for make you feel comfortable but I don't trust you because as we are we can't be honest with ourselves either.

Michey: Chetty what's wrong with you?

Chetty: look I don't even know your name I don't remember it's not my fault I understand you care about me and my family but I don't care okay so stay away please if you love me stay away I don't want you around me and how dare you talk about my feelings and how i feel yeah i didn't know him but he was always my uncle what kind of person are you? you don't have a shred of heart and it's true that you are the devil in person, stay away from me.

I am amazed at her words I was motionless in front of her door she was no longer the girl I fell in love with had changed a lot, her words hurt me but she was right and I thought I had to stay away from her because she wanted it even if for me it was hard I had to get away a tear fell on my face all of a sudden I feel that my legs no longer hold up and then total darkness.

Pov "Chetty

how dare he talk like that, but in the end I was too hard on him I didn't have to say all those words I hear someone calling in the corridor "call an ambulance please hurry" but that was the captain's voice, I open the door and see the scene that I didn't want to see, the captain was shouting and holding Michey's head on his legs he was full of blood on his hands I approach him I put myself on the ground and take his hand and I begin to cry.

captain: what the fuck happened chetty? why is he injured i found him here on the ground but you were with him? what happened? Chetty: He didn't tell me anything I didn't know he was hurt.

captain: sure he doesn't show his pain but Chetty has been with you and for you and you are not sure if he was ok?

Chetty: I'm sorry

we hear the footsteps of the license plate that ran towards us with nurses and a doctor they came to him and took him inside the ambulance I got into my car and followed them the tears did not stop coming down god I was scared and if something happened to them? was it all my fault arrived at the hospital I see him take to the operating room I put myself in front of the door I feel a hand on my shoulder was the captain also the boys were there next to me, I went back and forth but the captain stopped me.

captain: Chetty sit down please don't do so he'll be fine and strong he won't leave this world until he takes you back to your home to your family I know him I know how it's done. Chetty: It's all my fault

captain: don't say that it's not your fault before you leave.

I said that even if he has to die he will die but you would be free.

I put my hand to my mouth and scape out I needed some air after a few minutes I come back and sit on one of the chairs after two and a half hours a doctor comes out.

Chetty: How's the guy? Tell me right away I shot you now.

the scared doctor raises his hands, I put my gun straight to his heart

doctor: now he is well and in bad shape because he lost a lot of blood and the bullet that was there we did a lot to take out he was too long with that fire wound and he was not very careful about his health if he came immediately to the hospital it didn't happen nothing but now we have done everything possible but and at risk he has to fight for his life we ​​can do nothing more.

hearing those words I freeze the captain takes my gun and moves me to sit on the chair I entered a kind of trans I don't know how but I felt strange and slow, slowly I saw him in front of me smiling at me he had the most beautiful smile the world waits but what is happening to me I owe it in front of me but he and there in that room then I do not hear and see nothing.

I open my eyes and find myself all next to me I try to get up but my head was spinning Q stops me.

Q: stop Chetty, don't worry, told the doctor that you have to stay like this for a while because of your loss of memories, maybe you are remembering something?

Chetty: no, nothing yet, I didn't understand anything except that I saw him

Q: who is he? Michey?

Chetty: Michey?

Q: yeah that's what Michey is called

Chetty: How are you?

Q: well he still hasn't woken up but the doctor says he's fine.

Chetty: I want to go to him please guys Q nods he takes me in his arms in a bride way and takes me to Michey's room he makes me sit next to him on the bed, they go out and I come closer to him I take their hand and squeeze it tightly.

Chetty: I'm sorry, I didn't have to say all those words I know they hurt you care a lot about me and I didn't have to say that but I was nervous and I didn't understand anything anymore I was angry with me and with you too because when my uncle shot you you did not defend yourself and I did not understand because as soon as I saw the scene that you were hurt I did not understand anything and I killed almost everyone and then my uncle killed him because he hurt you not to me I don't care but from you and I did not want you to understand you told me that I am a friend but I do not know I think there is something else, so please make yourself well so you can make me understand what is between us.