Bleeding Heart

Haley POV-

"I'm really okay mariah. Don't bother yourself too much."

I try to convince mariah who was complaining about the training i had this morning. My foot got sprained and she is continuously lecturing me for not paying enough attention.

It's been a week i have been training. And if i talk about my experience, then this is not at all easy. When i was practising with steve, my attention diverted to mr. Alpha. And this happened just because of him.

He was busy chatting with a girl. She was laughing a lot. I don't know what type of jokes he was cracking to her, but she seems to enjoyed his company a lot.

Alifiya, my wolf was really angry at her mate and so am i. Though we are not on talking terms yet but still, we are mates. Why isn't he understanding this.

I hate him.

Mariah was bandaging my foot.

"No, you are not at all okay. Why the hell you didn't focus on your session. You know that girl always does this. She knows that you got jealous of her, and that's why she gets close to alpha. I saw that freaking insane 'shamila' smirking when you got injured."

"And you saw too, that your alpha didn't even spare a glance at me" i told her. I try to control my unshed tears but my voice got heavy with all emotions. She seems to notice it.

She bandaged my foot and then scooted close by my side on the couch. She side hugged me

"Hal, i know it hurts. It fucking hurt when your own mate don't pay attention to you just because of some side chick. But what you have to keep in your mind is, that you don't have to care about him. Don't get attached to him too much. "

I put my head on her shoulders and cried there for some time. This is like a habit to me. From the past week, i cried because of him. He didn't look at me. He didn't talk to me. Like I'm just a burden to him. I don't even know why the hell I'm here.

Where this shit is taking me. What way i will be getting after this. I mean we are mates, so definitely i can't move on until he rejects me or i reject him.

Why he is doing this to me. Just because of that incident, he converted into a pure stranger. What was that when he kissed my forehead, talk to me nicely, instruct me to take care of myself. Was that kiss meant nothing to him.

I don't know. I just cry daily. And that freaking hurts. I hate this.

But now i decided. As soon as i finish my training, i will be back to my kingdom and tell my father everything. Then he will decide what to do.

Next day, when i was walking towards ground. I saw that mr. Alpha was talking to shamila again. Really.

And that too under a tree where no one was there. She was impossibly close to him and he too did not oppose her. She put her hands on his chest and tiptoed. She whispered something in his ears and he smiled.

What the fuck.

By now i was red. My eyes turned black. Alifiya took control. I turned into her.

I growled. Shamila looked at me, i saw fear in her eyes and on the other hand mr. Alpha got somehow panicked. Not wasting any more time, We ran and attacked on shamila.

She screamed and writhed under me. But i got no mercy. I growled on her face again. She shut her fucking mouth up,but started crying begging me to forgive her. I smirked internally.

Mr. Alpha was trying to call me back but aliifiya didn't allowed it. She clawed at shamila's face. She screamed and when i was going to kill her by ripping her head off, a loud growl came from behind me. I ignored it.

By now all the people from ground and mansion gathered around us. Some were gasping at the horrible scene while some were looking at me in awe.

Mariah and steve were continuously calling me and alpha. But wait, why they are calling him. I looked behind me to find him in his black powerful wolf.

His ocean blue eyes were looking at me angrily. He is angry at me. Woah, didn't i should be the one?.

He growled at me again. I turned to shamila again. She was smirking at me. Wow girl, you got some shit in your head, huh? She was near to dying but what she is doing now. Smirking.

I barred my teeth at her. She stopped smirking and again fear crossed her face. That got me satisfaction.

But again mr. Alpha growled at me.

I looked at him. So now i have to deal with him first, okay be ready then. I will teach you how to respect your mate bond. I growled at him back.

All gasped at the scene. Okay, they didn't expect me to disrespect him. But I'm not one of his servant, i am his mate. We are equals. I got down from the shamila shit and stood up facing mr. Alpha

I neared him.

"Alpha, please calm down. Haley don't do this, you both can talk to each other and sort out the matter." steve said.

But we didn't break our eyecontact. I noticed no emotion in his eyes towards me. The eyes which always looked at me with adoration and love, are now empty.

Why, why are you doing this?

I was crying inside but alifiya didn't budge. She was hell angry at him. For disrespecting her, for flirting with other woman, not talking to us for a whole fucking week. Why? For no reason.

He barred his teeth at us.

And there i lost control. He freaking barred his teeth at us. I growled and attcked taking him down on the floor.

All were whispering and shouting at us to stop. But I'm not in control.

I growled at his face to submit but he flipped us and got on me. He growled for the submission but who is he kidding with.

Alifiya try to claw at his face but he managed to avoid it. We were busy fighting with each other.

Until the shit herself screamed from where she was standing.

"Kill her chris baby, so that you will be free afterwards to marry me. You said that you will marry me as soon as she will be gone"

Wait, what.

Marry her.

Kill me.

As soon as i will be Gone.

My eyes turned red and silver fur shined more.

Mr. Alpha looked at her and then me. An emotion crossed her eyes, but i can't read it because of my anger. His wolf was trying to say something to my wolf but we are not going to listen anything now.

If i was in my human form, i would be crying by now.

Alifiya flipped us over. I bite him on his neck. He whimpered in pain, it pained me a lot but the pain he gave me is much more than that.

Without sparing him another look, we ran away in the woods. My head is hurting. My heart is in pain. It's bleeding. Tears freely flowed from alifiya's eyes.

I ran and ran away from them. Entering my kingdom, i ran to that lake where i met him for the first time. Obviously, no one is going to stop me from entering my hometown.

We sat by the lake. Alifiya was whimpering. And i was numb from this pain. I don't know what should i do now. If he wants to marry her, then why the hell he is not telling me. Why is he keeping me there.

Why, why why.

I howled in pain.

Continuously howling make me cry more. But i didn't stopped howling. Let the moon goddess know that how much pain she is giving to me.

I don't know when i slept there from exhaustion. All i feel was soneone carrying me somewhere in my wolf form. But my exhaustion was too much to notice the human who was carrying me.

I slept. Slept until the bleeding in my heart stops.