My fantasy

“We are so sorry. Reed is in a coma,” The doctor delivers the news when we enter the hospital. I sit down with my back to the wall with tears streaming down my face. I am to blame for this.

I should have chased him, explained everything. He is my first love. I should have done everything in my power to tell him how much I love him. He must have been heartbroken. He must have thought that I betrayed him.

He must have thought that I did the same thing April did and that everything I told him was a lie. What have I done?

“You should be thankful that he was wearing a helmet because the truck hit him at full speed, or else he would have died,” The doctor informs us.

“I am sorry,” I apologise to Blake and Raven. Their son could have died today, and it would have been my fault. Ryder could have lost his big brother. I look at him, and he is on Andrew’s lap, and Andrew is trying to calm him down.