WHAT IS MISSING IS NOT IN THE CHURCH

What is missing is not in the church, it can only be found in the Lord and the reason why it can only be found in the Lord is because, the Lord God is one and the weightier matter of the law is what is missing from every system that we find ourselves in and that weightier matter is the only one thing above every other thing that we are now defining things as the weightier matter and making it appear as if God receives things, even when we are the ones receiving and extorting ourselves and claiming that those that does not give us the things that we are extorting have now become God's robber. No man can rob God except the man that does not give unto the least of the brethren even as God has commanded.

I woke up this Sunday morning 23rd September 2018 feeling very broken with the thought of my wife leaving me and left with my beloved daughter who was just ten months. The thoughts so hurt me, because it reminds me that the people we love the most, the devil tends to use them to hurt us the most and those we have sincerely given our hearts to wholly to serve, end up using and dumbing us, and even go the extent of creating a wrong impressions about us that is not true, because of our stand of truth that does not agree with their notion of belief that is dogmatically doctrinal in nature as passed down by those who established the system and make it seem as if it is a system that is running with the mind of God.

Until you learn deliberately how to think beyond your hurts, you will become repellant to yourself and when this happens, you will end up start withdrawing from people.

The principal connecting rod of the reality (prophesy) we are to reveal as God's very image in accordance to His likeness is what the kingdom of God is likened to (a little child (Mark 10: 15)) and this will bring us to the point of reflecting (manifesting) His life, which is our divine identity that qualifies us to occupy His office as sons of God that are mandated to fight a good fight of faith to save the souls of men and reconcile them back to God, so that humanity will now see clearly what it means 'The kingdom of God is likened to a little child'. It will take humility to accept the truth of who Jesus truly is and this is every believer's in Christ message that through love, knowing that Jesus is God and He alone can save the world of this high level of corruption.

As a child, I was born with a quest in my heart to find something that I felt deep down inside of me was missing from our society and could not understand why the very vital ingredient that makes life meaningful will be missing and this was what drove me into identifying with the church system.

Good cannot be missing if the forbs we have not been eating.

We are enclosed and trapped in a world system that had long left the right, such that anyone who right the wrong, becomes an offense.

My quest is not to prove any point to anybody and it is not a self-delusive quest to project my knowledge. I knowledge puffs up and this is not all about me, it is all about the truth of God and that is why I am praying daily that God gives me the grace to stay humble, so that this knowledge will not puff me to pride and truly if it is left for me, I would really want to live a simple life of minding my business, not meddling into affairs as related to exposing deep thoughts of God's Word in the time that we are in, but it has become obvious that this is my purpose and I cannot run away from it and my purpose is to point people to what is missing and it is not the orbit of space, but in the orbit of man's heart wherein God's is now tabernacle. My quest made me start exploring my inner feelings to paint images of my thoughts and this was what built in me, the love and passion for arts, which sets me on course for the mission of answering the question "What are you seeking?" and I got to know what I am seeking as the souls of men, mandated to right the left of what the devil has programmed men who are have been in the franchise of wronging the right, but has made it seem as if the wrong that has being presented as right is now the right. You can never right the left except with the understanding of what is missing. You cannot save a soul except with the understanding of true love.

In my quest to finding rest in the orb, I found a beautiful citadel called church and I started with Assemblies of God, and was privileged by election of grace after serving as evangelist with The living Word Revival Assembly Inc., I became a resident pastor and the quest continued as it took me out still on transit, where I met with another citadel called House of David and in all of this citadel that I was searching for rest in love, all I experienced was far left and my experiences with The Living Word Revival Assembly and House of David, almost made me not to want to ever have anything to do with church system again, but the drive in me will still keep me on course. I got connected to Christ Embassy and I felt love, but my heart was taking me somewhere I don't know, even as I got connected to a very small church named, Divine Love Connection Ministry and it was from this point that things started becoming clearer even as God took me out of Abuja, where I had a very nasty experiences with people who were supposed to be brethren unduly fighting me out of envy and went far to blackmail me of things I did not even do, and all these experiences was piling up like heaps of rubbish that does not portray a sign of the place of rest in love. The transit continued and I found myself in Jos and got connected to Divine Word Christian Worship Center, while I work as civil servant with the Nigerian film corporation. I discovered, there is something fundamentally wrong with the mindset of people who makes up the church, but with a humble man of God who was true to the gospel and ever loving. I saw that the devil is out to fight the church off spirituality into high level carnality and this became evident the way churches are run, never in alignment with the pattern as ordained in God's Word, but I kept on learning the lesson that God was trying to teach me, even as He took me and connected me to The Citadel of Peace Assembly, where I came in served for three years and saw all manner of things and from my experiences, I write.

When I got into this beautiful citadel, I saw a tag labeled with the name of what is missing and I was happy to rush in even as I was being led and when I got in, the initial reception was wow! And I felt I have found a place of true rest in love, with the initial refreshing feelings and even as I thought I have arrived and finally found what I was looking for, time started playing out the contrary. I discovered even as I have always discovered that people were all masked up and even amidst us, as we profess the message of what I have being looking for that is missing, I started feeling very discouraged, despite I never stopped encouraging myself in the Lord. They were time I felt terribly hurt, because of the thought of the beautiful citadel that is emerging with fruits from a tree that seem good and as it becomes clearer, the fruits I saw were rotten and very bad on the inside, but very beautiful on the outside for anyone to desire. I saw what looks like love, but to my greatest amaze, even the administration of various departments of the beautiful citadel, I could not find the gospel (peace). What I found was; strives and envy, deceptions and lies, lusts and hatred, backbiting and gossiping, malice and resentment, self-projection and self-love, false testimonies against each other and high level of wickedness, bitterness and unforgiveness, conflicts and riots, and the list goes on and on and I was left in a state of uncertainty because I thought I have finally found what I was looking for that was missing. I became very discouraged and started withdrawing, because the fire that keeps my zeal was quenching with the trend of pattern of things that prevents the light in me from shining. I also discovered because of what is missing, a lot of people have backslide and some have become very hurt by loved ones and as a result they have sealed up their hearts never to love again. Some people have now subscribed into the sodomy kind of lifestyle for the sake of hurts that stems from the reality of what is missing and that is why you see most vibrant young ladies now, despite their commitment in the church, but are not committed to God, still practices lesbianism and it does not also exclude the male folks who secretly go into various vices and acts of sodomy also and the system has become so polluted. I tell you the truth, even as I write this, for the sake of hurts, I have severally contemplated things that I know does not bring glory to God, but the grace of God has always kept me, even when I am going astray, He will still bring me back to the right track. This journey is not for the swift or strong, but for those whose minds are made up to stay anchored to God, whom alone can uphold and strengthen us with His right hand of righteousness.

The church should be a place of love, not rage of hate that fan the flame of wickedness. As long as we keep seeing the system as the church, the true church will suffer and you and who are the true church, not the system that man has built as what we now called the church, can never manifest in the full capacity of God's calling upon our lives and this will lead to frustration.

You can never truly love your brother if what you think is the church, is the notion that we have today as the system. Love is being faked and this act of faking love has driven so many people to the forbidden forest (world) to eat the forbidden fruit. We are victim of faked love and this has left in us deep hurts that only God can heal. God is love and anyone who does not love, does not know God and this is my message, but it is so pathetic that love is missing in every system, most especially in our marriages, that the devil will direct us to love outside, instead of in, to make one to choose relationship outside marriage to marriage and ever ready to let go, even when marriage is supposed to be for better for worse.

The truth you must know, "Anyone you love the most, is whom the devil will use to hurt you the most."