So in my revelation, I was caught up in gross darkness, a darkness so gross beyond what words in my vocabulary could explain, but in my MIND even as I trusted the LORD, from the point I stand in faith in Him through Jesus Christ, looking forward, not backward, I was focused on the cross. I heard Him said, "It is finished", there is no room for backsliding, or even trying to look sideways in order not to be distracted, because double mindedness is a function of distraction and we cannot experience the life of God when we are unstable in all our ways (James 1: 8).