Painful Marriage 5

PAINFUL MARRIAGE 5

Selena's POV

"Hmm..." I moaned when I felt kisses on my face and neck. I fell asleep meditating and woke up because of the kisses. I opened my eyes and saw who was kissing me.

I saw Emerson on top of me, kissing, licking and sucking the skin on my neck. I moaned and grabbed his shoulder. I can smell his minthy breath mixed with an alcohol. He was drunk again, and I knew what he was going to do.

"E-emerson," I called him. He made his way from my neck to my lips and stared at me. His eyes are sleepy yet the glare is still evident.

"I will punish you, Selena."

He doesn't want me to talk to other men.

Before I could speak he quickly covered my lips. Intense, presumptuous, and violent. I closed my eyes and accepted all of that. His hands started to roam around my body and I can't help but to gasp.

"Emerson, you're drunk," I stopped him. He didn't seem to hear me because he just kept doing what he was doing. I sighed as one of his hands moved between my thighs and the other to my chest. I bit my bottom lip to suppress my moans.

In a flash all our bodies were lost. I tried to stop him but he didn't bulge. He grabbed my two wrists and pressed them to the top of my head. I screamed when he harshly entered me. Tears welled up in the corners of my eyes. Even though we did it a few times it still seemed like the first time. It hurts because his size is not a joke.

"I will always make your life miserable, Selena. Remember that," he said.

He started pounding on me. I just cried quietly because of his violent movements. His moans and groans filled the master's bedroom. And when we both reached our climax, he fell on the bed beside me. Moments later I heard his peaceful breathing.

I got up from lying down and pulled the blanket closer to my body. I wiped my palm on my face, suppressing the sobs that wanted to come out. I painfully stared at my husband. He's sleeping peacefully and yet I am here, crying silently.

I have a choice to leave but I don't want to. He is the only one left in my family. He's the only one so I don't know where to pick me up when I leave. Even if it hurts, I will just put up with everything, I will still stay by his side even if my life is miserable. He will continue to be loved even though I know he cannot reciprocate that.

©Katreynathecat