My father wasn't really a father to me

It was like a guided dream—a voice guiding my lost body surrounded by darkness. Images flashed in front of me. I saw my life in front of me like the movie's scenes.

I opened my eyes with a rational mind and heart in ashes. Everything is crystal clear. What that monster did to me wasn't new. They were only details from here and there that I didn't remember like his face, for example. And him having Uncle's Oliver's features didn't make him look like my uncle's at all. The person who the stupid little version of me called Uncle Alec has a psycho look in his eyes. How didn't they saw it on him? How did they let their daughter close to a guy like that? How my mom made me obey him to the point I thought what he did was normal?