Xander sighed loudly running his hand through his hair, suddenly feeling what he thought it would be like to be 80, Christian looked at him with a raised brow.
“What on earth happened today”
Xander didn’t reply at first, he just sat there feeling like this was way harder than it was supposed to be. He had never been used to the feeling of needing someone as he needed Hannah, but at the same time he didn’t want to need her. And to top it off, her feelings just overwhelmed him. He was used to not being able feel instead of just locking all his feeling away, like when he was younger. Feelings were useless if you wanted to be a good alpha, you didn’t need feelings as they would just make everything harder. You needed to be strong, otherwise you couldn’t do what was necessary to keep the pack safe and strong.