Chapter 3: A new beginning

I came to think that they are right I need to go out of town first so that I can find myself again and so that I can finally move on with John. I know it will not be easy but I will be free from my own sadness and pain that he caused, I have to go to a place where I can forget him I book a flight online I need to go somewhere else and I chose the green side view beach resort. It's beautiful, looks cozy and I think the breeze is nice.

I immediately told my parents that I was going on vacation first, maybe I will spend weeks or months there. I want to enjoy, have fun and forget everything, they immediately agreed so I didn't have any trouble convincing them anymore and they knew I could live alone.

I quickly packed my things and fixed myself. While we were on our way to the airport mom broke the silence "Chaselyn, please take good care of yourself. your dad and I will miss you darling" "if you have any problem there do not hesitate to call us okay?" dad added "Of course I will" I saw that they were already smiling, actually I feel sad because I don't know if I can really do it alone but maybe it's okay for me to give myself time.

We are here at the airport, all settled and the plane was about to leave "Mom, dad I'm leaving please take good care of yourselves. I love you both" they hug me so tight, I started to turn my back and finally walked away without giving any glance because it might be difficult for me to leave them I feel nervous I don't know if in the week or month staying in the resort I can survive alone, I hope everything will be okay.

I'm here on the plane and it was about to leave when someone sat next to me, I look at him and I immediately averted my eyes his face was expressionless and just staring somewhere I just listened to music and deliberately closed my eyes until I fell asleep.