The worst thing for Elena Ryder was falling endlessly for Harry Grey. The one guy that had everyone's attention since high school and the same guy who had been friends with the famous Shawn Smith. Elena, Shawn, and Harry had all been friends since elementary but it all goes south the moment feelings arouse. Shawn was in love with Elena but she was in love with Harry. 
As time goes on, Elena realizes Harry would never look at her the same way Shawn does so she decides to take a chance on Shawn who would never give up on having her. Harry left Seattle for England that year returning four years later, re-opening that lost feeling Elena hid in her closet.

Loving my boyfriend's best friend

I could feel my heartburn within when I heard Harry's confession. All my life, I've been wanting Harry to just look at me the same way I did. I wanted him to love me. I wanted him in my life but he never did and now he's telling me he actually did?! Yeah, I actually wanted these things. I wanted him to kiss me, make love to only me, shout my name to the world that he loved me. I had been wishing since fifth grade now he's just telling me? 


Tears escaped my eyes as I fell on my knees. 


"All my life, I loved you, Harry...ALL.MY.LIFE and you never for once told me. I waited for you...I was waiting for you to tell me you love me but you never did. Telling me can't change anything because it's too la.." Before I could finish my last words, Harry smashed his lips onto mine as he went on his knees with me. That feeling I've always wanted to have rushed out of me. My anger consumed his lips. He drifted from my lips, making my body ache for his touch. 


"Don't ever say that, El. I love you and it changes everything." He locked his lips back on mine. I couldn't resist this urge. I wanted him more than ever. 


He unloosed the straps of my bra, kissing every part of my body, leaving no place untouched. 


His mouth enveloped mine once more, our lips locking together in a heated battle. His hands traveled around my thighs, going up to my underwear. He pulled it off roughly throwing it away. I couldn't care less as I waited to whipped by him. Just then I realized I was so wet by all his touch. He brought out a foil pack from his pocket. I was surprised he was having that with him as if he knew our night will turn out this way. It made me super excited as he dug into me. I buried my fingers in his hair as I felt him roughly within me. 


"Hmm...Harry.." I moaned, wanting more. 


He kissed down between my breasts, down to my abdomen before coming back to my delicate area. 


"You're so beautiful." He said slowly as we both felt each other. My hands brushed against his back roughly as he dug hard into me. I was fucking wet. My hard nipples brushed against his chest as our lips molded together. His hands slowly felt my breasts as he went back to my sensitive area. I bit my lips trying so hard not to moan but the feeling was damn hot to resist. 


"Ha..rry." I moaned. He slid my hair away from my face, kissing every part his eyes could meet. He fucked me harder till he got deeper, moaning my name out. 


I loved it when he called my name that way. It made me want him more ....He pulled me up around his hips, kissing me harder. I gave him entrance as his tongue found it's way into mine. he put me back gently on the bare floor, releasing me. He discarded the condom, leaving me breathless but a part of me wasn't still enough. We still had a lot to catch up to. The thought of Shawn wasn't even in my head. I didn't even care if I was betraying his trust. All that pounded in my mind was that all these were meant for Harry and it will always be. 


"I love you." He kissed my forehead. Before I knew it, I had fallen asleep, wrapped around him.


Chapter 11