Alpha for a Beta

¦Seraphina¦

I stepped out of the bathroom after showering, I looked around and saw that Sebby already left. He probably went back to his room. Speaking of him the way he cuddled up with me is kind of different, well he loves to cuddle but it did not seem or even feel like it this morning. I took out my ripped jeans and a tank top in the shade of maroon. After I am satisfied with how I look, I take my wallet and room keys before I leave the room. It is time to explore this city before we go to the next one.

My mind drifted to Mandy, she already found her mate, the big question is will she be coming to our next destination? How will Lucas react to that, knowing how much he wants to be with her to the point of not coming out with the truth about what I am to him. Mandy would probably not continue with our destinations because when you find your mate you just can't be away from them for too long, that is after they accept you.

In my case I am neither accepted nor rejected formally, according to my wolf, our mate is in the process of rejecting us because my wolf could feel the little thing he does into rejecting us whenever we are near or even at times when we are not. I guess I was too absorbed in my thoughts that I did not see where I am going, thus bumping into someone. I am preparing myself for my butt to meet the floor but no scenario like that, instead I could feel arms around my waist. I look up to see who it is, he has this blue with some gold in his eyes like some mystery you want to solve. I did not know I was staring too long when the mystery man coughed to get my attention.

"Are you alright, little stuff?" hmm husky voice, come on brain work for once like properly please. Before I could reply, a voice I knew too well interjected my thoughts.

"Pia, you are awake now, that is great. I would like you to meet someone." Mandy cheerfully told me, I look to where I heard her voice which is just a few inches away from this hunky specimen. That got me out of my trance from this man and focused on my friend. Which in turn the man went to Mandy and put a protective hug on her. That made me realize that he was her mate, the way he is acting I guess I am happy for my friend.

"Hey M, so I guess this here is your mate, like Sebby mentioned earlier. He kind of told me, just bits of it though. He knows you want to give me the full details of it anyways." I saw a mystery man smirk while looking at her lovingly.

"I thought he already told you everything, and here I am ready to mad dash to him and partially kill him." We both laughed at what she said.

She went on how she met her mate and all that details. His name is Elijah and he is the Alpha of the Moonshire Pack, which is a few minutes away from here. I am happy for her, finding her mate, him accepting her.

"I guess you would not be continuing this trip with us huh." I asked her, well more like having this feeling that she will not.

"Silly Pia, of course I will be still joining but there would be an additional person joining us." Then she looks back to Elijah.

She went on saying that is what they discussed last night after finding each other. Mandy mentioned to him this trip is for me to find my mate and also hers. With Mandy already found hers, she wants to make sure to see through to this trip for me and for the sake of finding my mate.

Oh how I wish to tell her I already found him but I have yet to talk to him since finding out. I bid them farewell for now and just want to explore.

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Staring out the horizon, mesmerized by the setting sun. There are many questions in my head.

Should I initiate talking to him?

Should I wait?

Should I reject him?

Should I wait to be rejected?

What should I do?

Should I tell someone?

Should I continue this trip?

Should I just go back?

So many questions but I don't even know how I should go about all of these. So many options that I could take but I really am confused on how to go about each of it.

So deep in thoughts I did not hear anyone coming my way until...

"Hey there warrior." Sebby greeted me.

"Hey you."

"Why so deep in thoughts?"

Sigh... "I... I do not know how to... you know... organize these thoughts. They are just all over the place." Seeing as he is about to say something "and do not tell me to start from the beginning." I glared at him

He just grinned at me, which in turn just made me laugh. "You know just randomly taking one of your options may just be the right one for you to take. Instead of just thinking about them and not taking any action, because you would not even get to the finish line like this."

With both of us staring at the darkness, he may just be right in some way. That I should just take one option and live with what is to come. Now on to what option to take...

Decisions, decisions, decisions

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Sebby left me to wonder out here alone. I guess it is time to go back huh. Patting myself to clear off the dirt while sitting here.

I went on my way back to the busy streets of this city. My stomach rumbles, I know tummy you have been hungry for a while since we last ate, with that thought I am on the hunt for a place to eat.

Hmm.. What to eat? What to eat? While searching what and where to eat something caught my eye. It was Luke almost having sex with some girl in a dark corner. It pains me to see this but that only answers one of my questions, and that is does he even want me as a mate?

With this turn of events, I will just have a talk with him, preferably soon rather than later. For me to accept what is inevitable, to know for certain what will happen, why he does what he does, to know his reasons. He had months before my birthday to tell me I am his mate but he did no such thing. Why did he have to wait for me to know all of this.