DORA'S POV
I woke up on a bed that doesn't belong to my mum's home. Where am I ? How did I get here? My head feels very heavy. I started having flashbacks on what happened last night. Was I drugged?
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I could remember begging Thompson to do anything he wanted with my body and soul as I'm available. I remembered how his eyes were filled with desire for me as much as mine also desired him and how I longed to kneel at his feet and surrender myself to him. His body looked so hot for a 19 year old guy. His touch was performing miracles in my body. The sensations alone was enough but it made me crave more of him. I was ready for anything that will happen.
I didn't think of mum at that moment. Why am I about to disappoint mum? Why am I not even giving a second thought to the complications this moment may bring. I was panting as if I just finished a 100 meter race, senseless and all that filled my mind was the feeling in this moment. I felt his eyes undressing me and I couldn't want anything else than what he was doing to me.
I felt Thompson consuming me with long, slow glances of love as I begged him. Did I say 'love'? Does he love me at all like I do? But that is not the issue now. But why do I have this sexual feeling towards him. All my 18 years I haven't thought of having any sexual activity to talk of having sex with a stranger because I was made to believe it might lead me into something else. So why now?
But this feeling can't be controlled anymore. I trampled to fall when I tried walking towards him to hug him but he helped me up on my feet and my next move was to go close to him and fix my soft lips on his, kissing him deeply like there is no tomorrow.
He kissed me back making me melt in his arms. I don't know when we undressed each other. I became shy of myself but I took my mind of it so I can really enjoy this moment.
I felt my back touching flat on the bed.
He started kissing my neckline down to my clavicle, then my chest, before coming down to my nipple and breast........... in fact every part of me.
This strong feeling rushed through my blood circulating through my body.
All I could hear him say was...
"I love you Dora. I'm sorry for doing this to you but you should have understood me from the beginning. I love you Dora".
I was heavily drunk.
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His last words continues to ring in my head. What have I done to myself. Did I really have my first sex with Thompson last night?
What about the lifestyle my mum wanted for me. Why did I disappoint her?
What are the consequences now?. I am just hoping nothing will happen as I am scared right now.
My mum will really kill me and she will never forgive me for doing this to myself if it should bring any consequences.
Thompson is from a strict background. Will I be accepted as his girlfriend by his parents? How do I face my mum. I got home and pretended nothing happened at the party. Mum asked me how it went and why she didn't hear from me as she was worried about me.
"You have graduated now which means you are old enough so stop behaving like a child. You need to start preparing for college as your admission letter will be out very soon." Mum continued " I am proud of you my baby. You really did well in your final exams which makes it easier to predict the future.