Chapter 12 Reborn In Chrome and Silver Part 1

How many times did it happen? So far i saw despair too many times, in too many forms, being cut in pieces, being opened up and dismembered over and over, i would lie if i said it never affected me, yet what hurt me the most was seeing them suffer, the innocent, the naive, i don't know why, but always pissed me off.

-- I'm a disgusting person myself tho... --

Diving on behemoth's blood, seeing nothing but red gave me such revelation, good people cared about me, but i always fuck it up, i let them suffer again and again, they die over and over as well.

"Hey! Come out already!"

That scum's voice, it infuriates me, but, stopping to think about it, i never really hated him, looking back on my memories as Andrew, i never really hated any of my enemies, not even the one who killed me, thinking about it, despite everything, i never needed to hate them, after all, i am but a invader, an outsider in this world.

-- but i was always like this... --