Leaving (19)

Dimitri

It is safe to say that I had hit another brain freeze. As soon as the words came out of Rebecca’s mouth, I was frozen. My eyes kept staring back at her hoping that this was some sort of joke. But after looking at the way her face remained serious, I realized that Rebecca was being serious. At this realization, I tried to think of something to say back to her. But I had never been in such a situation before. So, I had no idea what to say back to her. Hence, I decided to do and say nothing.

This is why I never had any female friends. But right now, I wish I had because I was busy screwing a good friendship. Now I was used to women throwing themselves at me and giving me dooey eyes. But I was never acquainted with them so I could always just ignore them and move on with my life. I never had to reject a woman I actually knew before. And having felt rejection just recently I had no idea how to soften the blow.