Meek's first line was a shrill, long, long, long scream.
In the novel's narration, I wrote,
"Her scream shook all the stones forming the tunnel"
I liked seeing all kinds of animation, and viewed the voice actors as stars.
So, during the 5 weeks I observed the After Record, I was so happy that I forgot I was working,
and I enjoyed the actors' performances as much as I could.
The performance of these famous voice actors is really amazing, and I feel really moved every
week to be able to personally witness their performance.
And then--
As for that rookie voice actress who is younger than I am, the girl was so nervous, her hand was
shivering all this time.
"KYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!"
Her performance did not move the underground rocks, but instead, moved something deep
within my heart.
I didn't remember exactly when Nitadori's hand stopped shaking.
The shaking of a script couldn't be recorded, so she probably regained her composure before the
recording began.
I was completely mesmerized by her vocal performance that was displayed before my eyes.
Shin, who was supposed to be a corpse in pieces, revived after his body dipped in the water, and
he emerged from it.
Why did he take so long to revive? The readers would often comment when it came to this point.
My main focus back then was to express, and back then, I didn't notice this part at all.
Also, since Shin was chopped up, the clothes on his body fell off, so in this scene, Shin was naked.
Stark naked as he stood in front of her.
"..."
Meek shrieked, and fell limp on the floor, remaining silently.
Normally, in a novel, this will be passed off as an ellipsis--
But in an anime, a voice actor will use a breath to indicate the reason why a character is
remaining silent. In this situation, all Meek felt was fear.
I heard Nitadori's breathing as she shivered due to fear.
"Arghh! It's cold! I'm freezing!"
And Shin deliberately said such exaggerated words so that this girl (though she's a homunculus)
who's timidly looking up at him wouldn't feel scared.
"Erm, sorry for scaring you--eh, woah!"
Then, Shin realized that he was naked, but there was nothing that he could use to cover his body.
"It's cold!"
Shin had his back turned on Meek, rubbing his body with both arms.
Till this point, I saw that Shin's crotch was nicely covered by Meek's body or the torch on the
wall--
Looks like a little bare butt is okay.
Then, Meek asked,
"A-are...you not going to kill me?"
Instead, Shin turned back, asking with a dumbfounded look.
"Hm? Why?"
"I'm your enemy...I intend to kill you."
Meek slowly stood up, and finished her words.
"Ah...well, but...I guess that's fine. Go ahead if you want to kill me. That'll be useless though,
so I don't really recommend that you do that..."
"...?"
"Well, I'm immortal...in this world...you can tell, right?"
Meek stared at Shin for quite a while. The color of the beautiful eyes are different, one wine red,
and one yellow, and they are emphasized.
And then, Meek was on the verge of tears saying,
"If only I can't die...if that happens, I can continue to fight on and protect my master..."
"Humans are born, and fated to die. This goes for me too, but my presence here is just an
exception...I just came to this world for a little while...I don't have any idea as to how I'm to
head back to my own world..."
And upon hearing Shin's sad reply, Meek's voice became harsher.
"But I'm not human!"
"...?"
Shin tilted his head.
From here on, Meek let out a long spiel of words.
Meek was smiling, but it was not one of happiness, instead being one born of anguish.
"I'm a Homunculus, a created being—not a human!"
"..."
"Please look at these eyes! The left and right eyes are different in color! This is the proof of
a homunculus...you probably don't know that, do you? The materials used to create us are
gathered from corpses. When we are created, we are granted with only one eye. We are
then brought to our masters...and we have a gemstone put inside. That is the other eye. The
gem eye is a proof of loyalty, and a symbol of one not being a human!"
When she rattled off with this long line of words, shown on the screen is a terrifying scene of the
'eye embedding moment'.
It probably would be too grotesque to be shown directly, so the anime displayed it through
silhouettes.
"I'm a homunculus, only to live for my master..."
Meek's monologue.
She muttered as she slowly put her hands at the back of her waist. Over there were her favorite
daggers that were cross sheathed.
A flashback aired, showing Meek's past.
In the visuals, the others showed her some curious stares, looking at her as though she was a
monster. In the town, she was scorned mercilessly by the people around her, and occasionally,
brutalized without reason.
About this part—
Even I thought it was 'too dark'.
The homunculus in 'Vice Versa' were typically unfortunate.
They were born to be slaves, and had to obey their master's orders. Due to their unique eyes,
anyone around them would be able to determine who they were, and not think of them as human.
Homunculus had far superior athletic abilities than humans, and if they had that intent, they
could easily kill any master who was careless, but they could not do so. That is because their
hearts were infused with the order 'to absolutely serve their masters'.
Because of such characteristics, the people who became the masters of the homunculus would
typically think of them as 'puppets with a conscience'.
Well, I did write the relationship between Pluto and Meek (This has to do with the fact that
Pluto's actually female) as a beautiful relationship between master and servant.
Pluto's personality was that of cruelty and lack of mercy. She viewed all subordinates as equal, be
they homunculus or human.
In other words, she would call out to her subordinates however she wanted, and they would do
their best to fulfill her orders.
Shin heard Meek's words with his butt facing her, and turned around.
Shin really wanted to tell her something, so he forgot that he was completely naked, saying with
utter seriousness.
"Please don't be so frustrated about comparing yourself with other people.You—are you
after all."
Meek's hands were weakly slumped, not holding anything.
"..."
She was viewed as a 'human' for the first time in her life, and widened her heterochromia eyes.
"Ugh, it's cold..."
To settle a showdown with Pluto, Shin walked off while feeling really cold.
In the strategy both Shin and Sin came up with, Shin was to create a ruckus, die, and revive, and
then die again, causing chaos in the enemy camp. He's the main character, but his actions feels like
some zombie or some demon king in a horror flick.
Shin moved on to completely his mission.
"Wait!"
Meek called out with a serious voice. It was sudden, and Meek was different from before, not
using any formalities. This was the first time Meek spoke like that.
"..."
So a fight is inevitable? Shin turned around sadly, but saw Meek take off the muffler on her neck,
handing it to him, saying,
"Please...use this..."
"Eh?"
Shin hesitated for a while, and then smiled,
"Oh!"
He immediately beamed, and took the muffler with both hands, but right when he was about to
put it on his waist—
"I guess it has to be like this after all."
He wrapped it around his neck.
The protagonist—
Was naked, wearing only a muffler.
Of course, I actually wrote the story with this in mind.
In fact, after it was animated, it did look rather hilarious. He really looked like an unabashed
pervert there.
Laughter could be heard from the control room.
"Thanks, it's warm."
Shin beamed at Meek.
"Next, I want some pants..."
Shin muttered as he began running.
"..."
I let go of Master's enemy. But I've completed the mission of 'dumping off the corpse, and Master
never commanded me on what to do after that. But that man's Master's enemy, but he treats me as a
person, but—
"..."
Meek was starting to feel conflicted, and she let out some white breath, watching him leave.
Right in front of her eyes was a shaking butt.
Nitadori made no mistakes in her lines during the rehearsal.
The sound director gave all kinds of instructors, but as an amateur, I did not know what was the
problem.
After some instructions, the sound director asked me,
"Sensei, is there any problem with Meek's parts?"
"None!"
I immediately answered.
After that, everyone made a rehearsal, and the official voice work began—
As for me, all I did was watch and just let myself be moved, shouting in my heart 'wow, it's
amazing'.
I suppose that if I had turned around during Nitadori's recital, I would be able to see Nitadori as
she was. However, work was different from class after all—
Wondering that, I observed the performance of these professional voice actors.
Something else also happened on that day.
It was when the recording ended.
I chatted with the anime makers and the editor-in-charge for a little while, so I left the control
room a few minutes later.
I exit the studio lobby, and found the voice actor portraying Shin talking with Nitadori by the wall.
It was a scene of a senior talking to a junior, but Nitadori had her head slightly lowered, and she
did not look right.
It might not be an appropriate choice of words, but I had the mental image of 'a handsome voice
actor flirting with a female high school girl'.
When this voice actor was confirmed to be playing as Shin, I searched through the internet—
'A handsome guy who has scandals with many voice actress'.
I managed to find a website that contained such rumors, and looked through all of them.
There were many exploits on the website, but I did not know how truthful they might be. Besides,
I decided not to believe in internet rumors that easily (if I do, my real identity will probably be 'an
experienced female author in her 30s who writes with a different pen name and loves BL works.)
Personally, I don't hate this voice actor.
I think that his voice and acting skills are brilliant, really suited to act as Shin, who starts off timid,
only to gradually get stronger.
But when I see him talk with Nitadori happily—
This voice actor just feels like some evil wizard aiming to bring Nitadori to another world I don't
know of.
But even so, this isn't something I could gossip about, so it was fine.
I told the editor-in-charge,
"I'll be going first then."
This was a line that could be used at any given situation, and right when I was about to pass by
them,
"Ah, sensei! Please wait!"
The voice actor spoke to me directly. The voice was exactly the same as Shin's, so I thought I
entered the world of 'Vice Versa'.
I stopped, turned around, and he asked,
"Yo, what do you think of her performance?"
Her, in this case, would refer to Nitadori. As for performance, it would refer to her acting.
I was surprised, but Nitadori appeared to be more surprised.
"..."
Her eyes were widened more than before, and it felt as though her eyes were about to pop out
from her glasses frame.
I merely glanced aside at Nitadori, and immediately turned my glance to the handsome, pristine
face of the voice actor.
"Really amazing."
I answered earnestly, with no sense of pretense at all.
That voice actor isn't a mirror, so I can't tell what sort of face I made back then.
And I don't understand why that voice actor would suddenly smile like that.
"Of course, isn't it? I was telling Nitadori about this."
But the voice actor then said,
"I do remember that you're 17, sensei?"
I nodded, and he then pointed his palm at Nitadori, saying,
"I heard that she's 16. It's really unbelievable. Both of you are way too young."
And then, he lamented,
"From now one...it'll be the era of you youngsters..."
No wait. This guy should be 25.
Before I can understand his words while I remain rooted, this voice actor said,
"Nitadori. This sensei will be writing stories that will get animated. I know sensei has that kind of
foresight from his scent. All I have are sharp ears, and a decent appearance. In other words, you
might be in sensei's care from now on, so you should take the opportunity to shake hands with
sensei now, and increase your chances of interacting."
He said some words I couldn't coment on, and prompted Nitadori to reach her right hand.
Nitadori slowly reached her slender right arm.
"I'm a rookie, and I'll continue to work hard to play as Meek. Please continue to take care of me."
"..."
After much struggle, I manage to reach out and hold her hand.
Besides, in this life of mine, I have never held a girl's hand before.
"Th-thank you."
Saying that, I touched Nitadori's hand.
It was really, really—
Cold.
And while I was immersed in my thoughts.
"Yahoo!"
Nitadori was seated beside me before I knew it, and we were so close that I could feel her
breathing when she greeted me, startling me.
"Woah!"
I let out a strange squeal, twitching my body, and ended up hitting my back against the wall.
Nitadori laughed, and asked,
"What language is that?"
"..."
While the train accelerated gradually....
I recalled the sight of that Nitadori last week, and compared it to the her this week. This
difference between them really confused me.
No. I do know both of them are Eri Nitadori.
I do understand that the one wandering between different worlds is me.
"Sensei, you're giving a distant look. After you think about anything? Is it about the next work?"
"Well, I guess."
I immediately replied. It was a lie, but the reply was smooth. No, this can't really be considered a
lie after all; I can insist that everything I'm thinking is about the plot of my next work. It'll be fine
if the topic of my next light novel is 'my classmate is a voice actress'.
"Wow, so cool; just like an author."
"..."
"Eh? Where's the usual reply?"
"...I'm an author after all."
"Good good."
Rather than Nitadori who's using formal language out of respect,
"Hello. Over here! It's Katsudon for today!"
I prefer the Nitadori who hands me the plastic bag filled with potato chips with a smile on her
face.
Well, I suppose the term like is mostly a matter of contrast.