I'm dead.
Don't get me wrong, I have no idea how I came to be in this situation. The last thing I remember was finishing up a college test and going home for the day. After that everything seems a bit blurry. I think I had dinner that night, but I'm not sure what I ate. Well, nothing actually changes the fact that I'm a hundred percent dead.
' if you can't remember anything pass that, how come you know you are dead ?' is what might be crossing your pitiful minds right now. It's simple really... I just know. It's like one of those intrinsic things you just learn to accept that you know. Do you remember learning how to read or write ? I bet not. It's pretty much the same thing. I'm guessing either I know what happened and just don't want to remember. Maybe something doesn't want me to remember. I wonder why... is it important ? It must be, as my grandma aways said : " the most important things are those that we let go first ". Does that saying applies here ?
Where was I again ? Oh yeah, I was enjoying my after death.
While floating in the endless void of nothingness that appears to be my 'life' from now on, I start to notice little dot's of hum, hummmm, something ? floating all around me. Don't ask me what I have no way of knowing, please. Either way, these weird floating particles don't seem to have any pattern to them. They aren't even shine, it's not like I am 'seeing' them. I just know were they are, like I feel them or something.
While stuck floating in this spotty void, time passes, I guess. How do I know ? the dots are moving, duh. I also start to notice two places of higher concentration of dots from time to time. There is this huge mass of spots that seems to be aways behind me or something and this other one that comes from time to time almost to visit the one aways behind me. Weird.
Wait... What if those two are gods and this is the endlessness of space and it's eternity ? It would be so cool, they look like a being made out of stars from here. If I had a face, I would be mesmerized about this.
If they are gods thought, why the heck am I stuck here ? Decide my future already, damn gods and their lack of empathy. If I were to be a cultivation protagonist, you would be dead already.
Jokes aside now, I am starting to consider that this long period of isolation I'm experiencing is starting to affect my mind. I'm not always this weird, yah know ?
Oh look, I started to move...
Wait, I what ? The huge mass of dots behind me is moving and I'm moving with it ? It seems to be somewhat gliding through the void along with the other distant mass of dots. It's destination ? No Idea.
I have to say, I am kinda of scared right now. Why the hack am I even here to begin with ? Couldn't I go to the other side like a normal person or something ? Why does things that have to do with me always have to be somewhat complicated ? It's tiring, yah know ?
Woah, looks like we've come to a stop now. The huge constellation of dots behind me seems to have settled into something. Are you finally ready to let me go now ?
Wait, I feel something different this time. It's like a... a force or something ! A kind of
push ?
Out of nowhere, the constellations and the dots start zooming around me and a light - well, it's not a intense light, but it is somewhat a light - start to surround me. That is it, the gods decided that it is time for me to go to hell. I wasn't that religious, I'm sure they were furious at my disbelief. That must be i-
wait...
Why is hell furry ?
also, I know that as a divine plane or something, it shouldn't matter but... why is the gravity upside down ?
Somehow not entirely sure what is happening, I start to notice that now I can hear things.
Squeaks... A whole lot of them.
Something grabs me and puts me somewhere else, somewhere... what is this smell ? *sniff sniff* this seems delicious.
Wait what am I thinking ? This is definitely a work from the evil to make me enjoy hell or something, and then never leave.
~But still~
What ? Don't look at me like that, a body needs what a bod-
Body ? I have a body ?
I try to feel myself, moving what I think are my hands around me to feel it, and indeed it is right, I do have a body. A weird one if I can say so mys-
The creature that is holding me again grabs me and puts me even closer to that delicious smell... Oh gezz, I aren't gonna make it. Sorry dad, sorry mom, but uncle gluttony calls.
I put what I think is my mouth against the source of the delicious smell and start ... drinking something ? It tastes sweet. The huge... being that is holding me spreads it's arms to hold me in place and... comfort me ? It actually feels really nice and calming.
I'm starting to think that maybe, JUST MAYBE, I am not in hell.
Where could I be then ?
While drinking the delicious nectar and keeping myself holding firmly onto the furry creature that is taking care of me, I notice that I can still feel the dots all around me, and... the conglomerate of dots that I was seeing before is making up the body of the creature holding me.
Ah, I miss seeing things now.
Wait, if my other senses have return by now, why haven't sight ?
I then try opening my eyes, just to be met with utter disappointment. The place I seem to be in is too dark to see.
[ SYSTEM ONLINE ]
What ?
Did I just hear something ?
Naah, it must be my imagination. I would never end up hearing something to do with systems right ? Did I say something that started all of this ? I must just be hearing things. I am starting to go crazy after all, talking to myself and all.
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Wha... what ?
No ... no no no no no no.
wait so the furry holder... the dots and the darkness...
Please tell me you are joking. This can't be right... right ?
I know that I died but... to be reincarnated as a f**king bat. I am definitely going crazy right now, It is the only possible answer.
I...
I thing I'm going back to that nectar that I was drinking just moments ago, so please excuse myself while I cry as a newborn should at the hands of it's new parents in another world.